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[almost_awake]

I had a terrifying dream this morning. I have very vivid dreams, and this pregnancy had given them a clarity that even I can't believe. So far they have been relatively harmless. I usually dream that I'm grocery shopping with Matthew McConahey (?) or some such dream. The most vivid so far has been the dream that M. cheated on me, I left him,

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[aiwass]

Okay... this is my interpretation... The demon represents the part of, or alter ego of, M. who cheated on you. Since the heart is considered the seat of emotion taking his cheating heart out would make him faithful again, or at least kill the Mr. Hyde part of the man who cheated. The demon getting his heart back and chasing you, etc. represents your fear of who would have custody of the baby if you guys ever split up or the question of how would you ever trust him again if he were unfaithful. The Brad Pitt part I dunno... that's just weird. :-)

[almost_awake]

Hmmm.....okay....BUT I had the Brad Pitt dream 2 weeks ago and this demon dream this a.m.
Plus M. never really cheated on me. That was part of the dream. I hope I made that clear, eep! :O

[aiwass]

Ya, I know he hasn't cheated on you.

[hideoustricks]

Wait a fvcking minute? (I am not keeping up with journals these days, as you know!) YOU'RE PREGNANT?!

[almost_awake]

Ahahahaa! I could swear you knew. Sorry man!

*ahem* Yes, I'm pregnant, 21 weeks on Thursday.

So if I was to say that my trying not to blather on about my impending babbie was a success, I'd be right? ;)

[hideoustricks]

YES YOU WOULD!

Congratultions!!

[almost_awake]

Thank you!

So far it's great. I finally have an excuse for forgetting things all the time and not be able to lift heavy things!