i got your call at 4:29 am you pleaded for me to make it easier and to just say i love you back. i do so i did. i couldnt do anything i mean i have called crying wanting to hear the same things but then i again i have waited up at night wondering why you hadnt come by yet and why you didnt love me like my birthday and our 5th anniversary you ( Read more... )

Ahhh im on a 3 weeks road trip across the north west im in cali right now so fuck everyone who i ever thought to hate i love you with all my heart if you meant enough for me to feel for you and god bless those who dislike me for whatever reason others created in their mind you will learn one day cali is beautiful and so is the world and you and me ( Read more... )

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ScorpionsweeT87: i don't
ScorpionsweeT87: fuck that hoe
sleaping beauti: why?
ScorpionsweeT87: drama
ScorpionsweeT87: shelby
ScorpionsweeT87: blah blah
ScorpionsweeT87: i was there yesterday
sleaping beauti: maybe it will make it better
ScorpionsweeT87: i was there to pick him up
ScorpionsweeT87: because he wanted to hang out
ScorpionsweeT87: so
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S.A : constant bullshit, endless conversation with people of the past, were all too different with one desprate need to cling to our once was. but my fingers are slipping fast. if another person comes in to give me that fake half hug pat on the back shit i'll slice their throat ("so hows life?...its so crazy to see you again!" its like a broken ( Read more... )

just call me. thats all i need. a long goobye. one last kiss till the morning. i  read your reply. it cant be true. it means we're over, it means its all tragic. just a lost girl with a bad habit and ill run back everytime i can. i would go home if i still had it. i would change the past but im glad i have it. WAIT! give in give in oh no
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i just wont stop thinking that i cant be that low again. i have enough problems now. like money i cant be 14 again! on a lighter note newsha is amazing i clicked with him automaticaly. its so wierd cauese we used to hate each other. but part of me says ignore it cause i know that i am just getting fucked up and lieing to my self so i dont have to ( Read more... )

so im sitting in S.A sarah is curved out bitches right on the bed. its 3:50 am and thinking back to all our good times i know i loved him and he loved me i will forever miss him but i need to move on this will be healthy for me as much as it will hurt. i rolled with newsha and sarah last night i havent slept. newsh flirted with me all night it was ( Read more... )

so i woke up sunday i got 4 hours of sleep and i was still drunk. jacob came over. i just chilled with david and jv all day. danny and christy came over. me and david took acid at like 9 before we left for jons show it was awesome. we went to dannys house and then we took another hit around 12:30. we left and went on an adventure to tag a wall. ( Read more... )