sometimes i feel so disposable ( Read more... )

Today i went swimming. it was Naomi style, without the paper. i got in the pool and just kept a constant flow of thoughts running through my head, not allowing myself to edit them, not allowing myself to read them until they were done. and when i pulled myself wearily onto the deck, i looked over everything that had happened, and then threw all my ( Read more... )

i feel so god damned apathetic, its ridiculous. i can't get myself to do anything, and it is fucking pathetic. just do it sara. go and do something. quit saying can't that hould not be a part of your vocabulary. replace with will. it is time for me to stop pretending like this doesn't matter. it matters. i need to stop telling myself that IF ( Read more... )

Headache, lost names, barbeque potatoe chip essence fills nostrils. heavy head. stage actors, film actors, real time and real space. I AM NOT A MECHANICAL REPRODUCING DEVICE. I am watching th origonal, participating in life. Life morphs for me, and messes up. Eyelash on cheek: how picturesque. Film is a two dimensional image of three dimensional ( Read more... )

okay i have been tagged twice, i better get on it ( Read more... )

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I wanted to see if i could do this. i don't know if these are in order, or if they are really my favorite, but they are what i am listening to most right now

1. Explosions in the Sky- First Breath After a Coma
2. The Flaming Lips- Do You Realize?
3. The Arcade Fire- Une Annee Snas Lumiere
4. Two Gallants- My Madonna
5. The Grateful Dead- China

i would like to extend an invitation to all people who enjoy my company (this, to exclude people who hate me and want to make me have a bad time) to join me on thursday for farmer's market and morro strand camping. i will probably head over to morro strand sometime during the day and enjoy the beach, then go to farmer's and go back to sleep on the ( Read more... )

1. What's the first word that comes to mind when you think of me ( Read more... )