i want to jump ( Read more... )

january 2004 ( Read more... )

the leaves collect at my feet ( Read more... )

today was uneventful until around like 5 ish. then me and elena hung out. good times. we were going to go to ocala but decided it was too far away. and i would have felt obligated to see some friends and all that and i just didnt have the gas for it in my redneckmobile. so we went to the mall at like 7ish or something and it was closed like idiots ( Read more... )

i have a horrible and annoying cough...someone make it stop...

the other night, i just remembered this, i had the weirdest dream. in it i was like edward scissor hands and a scarecrow. i was int he back yard in some field of some kind of plant. like corn or something. and this guy who was evil and maybe adam, i forget wanted my scissor hands. so i took them off b/c they were just gloves and gave them to him. ( Read more... )

my family depresses me sometimes. just the constant nagging and yelling at me. it always seems as though im not really a member at all. and then i take a look outside myself and realize that they are related to me that i came from them and i am who i am in part because of them. "im related to people i dont relate to." calvin said that once. ( Read more... )

driving ( Read more... )

the wedding sucked. and thats all i did today. i went down to the church to be shown all the stuff i would have to deal with there. my dad made me listen to led zepplin on the way there, i had brought my cds to listen but he wouldnt let me. so then we went to my grandmothers house and came home. im taking it easy for a bit and my dad tells me that ( Read more... )

confusion sets in one more time ( Read more... )