i didnt feel like posting yesterday. mike and i had practice,someone said we did well, i was happy. that was about it ( Read more... )

today i woke up and no pancakes. thank you locked door. thank you a lot. school wasnt bad. annoying, but not bad. except when i went to develop my negatives for my last 3 assignments, they were vaporized... just gone...nothing there... that would be me getting a b in effing photo class. because my negatives screwed me. makes me very not happy. i ( Read more... )

the night passes ( Read more... )

ok, everyone remember that pyscho i was talking about in 3rd block the other day??? the one that watched me sleep??? she is here right now spending the effing night!!! what the eff??? my parents are crazy....so is she... im locking my door tonight. she drives me insane.asjidngiehbgerb ( Read more... )

i want to be out doing things, but alas, no friends to do them with. that kind of sucks. so im ljing and AIMing it up. wooo....or something like that ( Read more... )

nothing much big today at all... i had band practice after school. it went pretty well. i hope we can get some stuff together soon and start to sound good.

tomorrow is friday and thats good. i dont have much else. one more week of spanish and the other classes i hate. and then i get some brand new hateful classes.WOOO!!

14-year-olds think im

i quit wrestling yesterday during second block. im just not a warrior. sorry coach and all that. but im happier now. and the team is going to think i quit for drama, not true, i quit for myself and the things i want to do. so the team can die if they dont like it. im hoping to get a job at regal. that could be fun i think ( Read more... )

i think maybe that wrestling is making me depressed. just the thought that im owned by a sport for 3 months and everything and coach doesnt seem to like me being in drama(along with the rest of the team) and just an overwhelming feeling of not fitting in at all. i fit in more with the drama kids and have better friends there than i do from ( Read more... )

so after i read some of caitlins poetry it made me realize that artistic writting can be fun. ive got 2 things that i wrote today and i will have them at the bottom ( Read more... )

this time i feel alone ( Read more... )