Lonely

[almostdroveaway]

I feel really alone tonight. Bryan and I fought (again) and it really really hurt this time. The only positive thing that came out of it was that after we had our huge fight, I had to go to my mom's house to help my stepdad put together a Grant Proposal, and didn't get home until 11PM. When I got back, Bryan and Nathan were both sleeping but Bryan

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[_bedazzle]

i feel so bad for you sweety. i know what it feels like, and i wouldn't wish that feeling upon my worse enemy. i'm at work right now... so i can't really comment the way i'd like. i'll stop by your lj tonight... as long as nothing gets in my way. if you need someone to talk to, i'm here. ♥

[beeonkuh]

I can totally relate.I just started to read your LJ again so I don't know your whole situation but maybe he's just getting used to having a baby around and it's just hard for him. Guys are just immature. It's a fact that girls mature faster then guys do ! I've been through a lot recently with my boyfriend and even though it was hard I missed him so much and I felt so empty when he wasn't here and I really thought at one point that it was over and things would never be the same again. But, it's all about communication and expressing yourself. But, not through yelling and cursing. You guys have to sit down and talk normally and not yell and get mad at eachother. Both of you say what you have to say with no interruptions from the other and come up with solutions. No promises should be made because -- they can obviously be broken. It's hard to change someone when they're set in their ways but it's possible to help them improve. I know because that's what's happening now with my boyfriend. He's changed so, so much these past couple of

[almostdroveaway]

You girls are so awesome :) *heart* Thanks so much for the peace of mind, I totally know I'm not alone (even girls I don't know comfort me when I'm down!!) but sometimes, DAMN, it feels like it!!

We talked a LOT last night, after reading his letter it made me feel so much better. Like he understands, and in his own way, feels the same way. That was good to know, REALLY GOOD!

I guess it's just a trial and error type thing.