i just had the best sex of my life, complete with post coital cuddling and giggling and wonderful conversation. god, i love being in love. no one in the history of the world has ever been this lucky. no one. it's like one heart beating in two bodies. he's so amazing, and he loves me too. i want to scream it so the whole fucking world can hear. i ( Read more... )

Part Expert Kisser


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I'm bad at updating these things. Life is, on the whole, pretty great. Money is really tight, which sucks because I have ten million things I need to pay for. I feel like I wasted so much money on prom, and it really wasn't all that great, so it's a bit disappointing. Dinner was awesome and my group was amazing, but we only stayed at the actual ( Read more... )

I LOVE BRANDON PAUL JAEGER.

in other news:

I am 63% Hippie.

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sometimes we think we really want something, and then we get it, nd we aren't sure if we want it anymore. i don't like this indecision, or these troubling thoughts. i also don't like massive hangovers that are still there when you drag your wine chugging ass out of bed at 4pm. ugh, don't get drunk on wine. you will regret it the next day. in the ( Read more... )

so i must print a retraction. brandon's eyes are not blue. or, they are some of the time. they are also pale yellow (like the petals of a daffodil), light green, and gray. they change constantly like a dazzling kaleidascope. in other news, i wrote a poem ( Read more... )

it's 5 in the morning and brandon just drove away. no dream could be sweeter than a night spent curled together on the couch, falling asleep and realizing when you awake that it's 4:30 and you have school in the morning. a long game of trivial pursuit and a sweetest kiss goodbye. i never knew how these nights of innocent pleasure could be so much ( Read more... )

don't you just love spending the whole night wrapped in somebody else's arms and then when they finally have to leave you can still smell them on your clothes and taste the tiniest hint of an oh-so-sweet goodbye kiss on your lips? i know i do.

i got into the honors program at st edwards. so i guess it is decided. i will be going there in the fall. only 30 people a year are admitted. i'm so unbelievably excited, i cannot even put it into words. i just read the stranger, by albert camus. and i literally mean i just sat down and read the whole book, then wrote five pages on it for mrs. ( Read more... )

i'm tired of life here. i want to leave. and i just found out that i got into ut. which is really scary for some reason. i don't know if i want to go to st edward's or ut. i don't know what i want to do. is ut worth spending my summer in austin? i got in for the 2005 summer session, so i'd have to leave in june instead of september. talk about ( Read more... )