and when i really see you, i really see you upside down.
compare & contrast
even if i were in
, i would still be crying, i would still feel completely alone and empty at times. i thought coming here, to get away from everything, i would change and find out who i really am, but i haven't. i'm the same, it's just a different setting. i'm still distant.
sometimes i stop to realize just how unhappy i am, and really have always been in some way. i used to think
that i only needed to rely on myself to change my emotions and to ultimately be happy, but i don't want
to think like that anymore. i want someone to make me feel alive.
i don't know what i'm asking here.
i'll probably delete this in the morning.
even if i were in
, i would still be crying, i would still feel completely alone and empty at times. i thought coming here, to get away from everything, i would change and find out who i really am, but i haven't. i'm the same, it's just a different setting. i'm still distant.
sometimes i stop to realize just how unhappy i am, and really have always been in some way. i used to think
that i only needed to rely on myself to change my emotions and to ultimately be happy, but i don't want
to think like that anymore. i want someone to make me feel alive.
i don't know what i'm asking here.
i'll probably delete this in the morning.