Comments | almostsolid: 1:00 AM

almostsolid

1:00 AM - New Year's Day

Jan 01, 2005 21:07

Okay, I wrote this out on paper at 1 AM on New Year's Day... I wasn't feeling too good about myself ( Read more... )

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Wink warrior4sp January 1 2005, 19:21:00 UTC

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bleedinmascara_ January 1 2005, 19:40:16 UTC

I just want to say things don't have to end man. relationships are a never ending circle and something in life we must all encounter. We form some sort of relationship with everyone we speak with but I know which kind you're speaking of. Don't doubt that's your first error. Doubting leads to an end, and a terrible one at that. You have to believe it will work, but not only do you, your partner has to as well. You have to think positivly, don't assume, don't get angry, and most of all be cautious of the other's feelings, and be understanding. Damn I really need to start listining to myself. I've decided among the many things I have listed in my journal as goals this year to be a better person. Give more advice. Help out, and don't be so arguemenative. I know I can be a real bitch and I'm sorry for making you feel worse about your breakup the other day but it was all in defense of my friend. I hate seeing people hurt, but yes pain is inevitable and unfortunaly one of the most benefitial ways for us beings to actually learn from our ( ... )

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being honest... almostsolid January 2 2005, 16:41:36 UTC

I really didn't think about you "only in sexual ways" but it was a huge thing that I couldn't get out of my head.

I want to admit this, because maybe it'll be some relief for me... I realize that you would have done anything for me, and that is exactly what I want in a girl. But I also know that I can't be with you for that reason, because since I can't honestly say I have strong feelings for you, I know I would just be abusing that aspect. I feel I would end up using you, and I can't do that to you, or anyone for that matter.

I just can't let myself sink that low.

Re: being honest... supercutie22 January 3 2005, 11:17:28 UTC

hmm.. well you have already stated that you went out with me for the wrong reasons. I am not upset or anything that you broke it off. I am glad that you did if you were just going to end up using me. I must say that you made me feel like an object.. and not a person. I see that you had no intentions of hurting me. I am no longer going to apologize because i realized that i did nothing wrong. In a way.. to be honest, i feel as if you already used me in certain aspects, but that is something that i will have to get over. Thank you for being honest with me though.
-Ashley