I'm sick. Boo.

I've been either at the doctor's or hospital everyday for the past week. I got my eighteenth shot of neupogen today. It feels like I've had a lottttttt more.

I need some changeeeee.

My eyes need to stop watering. & I need to start seeing straight.

Other than that, I'm feeling gooooooooood. :]

( Dude, wtf. )

Well, more good news today! :] My beta hCG levels dropped again!! They're down to 18! 4,000 to 18=amazing. The doctor can't get over how awesome I'm doing. He said since I'm doing so good with the chemo, he's going to have me go for one more overnight tomorrow, which SHOULD bring it back to 0. After that, he's pretty sure he's going to take me off ( Read more... )

So here's the deal ( Read more... )

The last couple of days have been a blur. My mind is fucked. I can't see straight. My memory is shot. I just sit in a daze. Unaware of my surroundings. It's scary.

Sooo, pretty much, the couch has been my best friend the past couple of days. :[

So according to Erik's doctor, I have an abnormaly large head.

I want to be healthy ( Read more... )

In exactly one week, I've lost 10 pounds. It really isn't much considering how much I've gained so it's not noticeable. I've actually been eating MORE in the past week 'cause I've done nothing but sit around the house. Weirdddd ( Read more... )

Yeaaaaah, so my hair is definately starting to fall out.
It's definately NOT the best time of my life.

Thank God for wigs/hats/bandanas/etc. :]
I still need to get some more, mannnn.