I dont know why i'm writing...nobody ever reads it. But i've been doin alot of thinkin bout the future and stuff. i just dont know. i'm thinkin bout maybe takin next year off instead and getting things together. then go to skool the next year. there is so much i want to do and see. i just want to get in the car and just drive. without knowing where ( Read more... )

So i'm sitting here. its friday night and i'm sitting here. alone. with nothing to do and nobody to see. i hate this town more and more everyday. i hate all of the stupid people who mean nothing to me. i hate the clicky little groups. i hate the ignorant people who having nothing good to offer the world but grief and misery. i hate it. i just want ( Read more... )

yeah so i havent updated in a while....i really dont have much to say though....parents got a new vehicle though...its nice but. well i finally got caught skippin skool....not in trouble though...kinda funny parents didnt really care and my mom just said dont do it again....yeah..right...my dad just told me as long as i graduate he doesnt care....i ( Read more... )

So i had a really fun night last night. It was probably the most fun i've had in a while. Well i got nothing much else to write about.

This weekend sucked. It was full of putting up tile in our kitchen, death and loneliness. Why death? Cause one of my aunts died. Me lonely? Unfortunately its true. I didn't see anybody or hangout with anybody this weekend. I've just been sitting here staring at a computer screen or putting up tile. I probably should have called people but i didn't ( Read more... )

I hate it. All these forms and applications and junk. It's so annoying but its for my future so...well i got nothing really to type about...hell i don't know oh well. Finney aint shit...just thought i would throw that out there (inside joke) well i got nothing else.

aww...love, it just seems to never come my way. my trouble is finding it. i have taken a liking to someone but once again i have no idea if they like me in return. some tell me to just ask them on a date and go from there. well its not that easy you see. i am one the many who do not take rejection very well and its hard to ask for fear of rejection ( Read more... )

so i'm going to school in miwaukee to the milwaukee school of engineering. i move up in august and classes start in september. man its going to be weird living on my own in a big city. i guess i'm up to it though. i'm going to try spending the summer hanging out with everybody i can and do as much as i can before i go. well thats all i got to say.

I need an honest opinion. I got accepted to both southern illinois and the engineering college in milwaukee. i dont know which to choose cause siu is cheap and close...and msoe is far and pretty expensive but it is one of the top engineering colleges in the nation. i don't know what to do so i need another opinion.

I feel like i'm leaving my friends behind...idk why but i just am bored hanging out with them now days...idk what to do cause there my friends but i just don't like being with them anymore....they never get out or do anything...i just don't know anymore