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[alnash]

argh. anyways. i meant to write in here like 4 days ago, but never got around to it. oh well. anyways. so yeah, lots of fun stuff... i guess. bout to go to wrk (in like 15 minutes) but had freet ime, so here i am. speaking of, interesting stuff last thurs. 2, thats right, not one, but TWO mental breakdowns in one day! all for the INCREDIBLY low

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Hey you...

[ashnaln]

I'm really glad that you had a good time with Zack...playin drums at 1:30am must be a blast...I am sorry that work didn't go so well...I pray that things get better for you...I know what ya mean about not being able to share what we had with someone else...I don't think that I will ever be able to do that...what I have/will have with Adam is completely different than what we shared. Not that one is more, or one is less, but they are different...and it's definitely NOT easy...at all...appearances can be deceiving...I struggle with moving on...but that's what I need, that's what you need...easier said than done (I KNOW), but still a must...
...btw...don't be a GRINCH, be a WHO :o)...just a little xmas cheer...You'll have a blast this year with traveling with your family...AL, you are my bestfriend, and for that I love you...find happiness...you deserve it...