Considering my last entry, this seems an apt moment to make the transition from this journal to my new one. I had been thinking of leaving this one behind for some time now. It details a period of my life that was difficult, sometimes self-destructive and often very confusing. I wouldn't change a moment of it even if I could - every action has a ( Read more... )

This is my story of breaking free from a pit of negativity. Wish me well!

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Hi everyone! I moved house and am now internetless - but I'm babysitting at soeone else's house for a week, so for the next few days, I'm online again. Sweet deal ( Read more... )

Well, the Cat Total has jumped up to seven at my place with a couple of new rescues coming in yesterday. My friend Gary works at the vet’s next door, and someone bought in some feral kittens. There were four, but she kept two and I think she’s planning on catching the mother cat too, and getting her spayed. It’s heartening, that. I don’t blame her ( Read more... )

I am working today, babysitting little Keegan - my usual charge. He is asleep, and these are my hours of solitude. Sometimes I meditate, or turn inside myself. Sometimes I write. Always there is a sense of significant growth, emotionally and spiritually. Sometimes things happen that I take to be flags, signs or symbols that somehow alleviate a ( Read more... )

Okay. I will now go to bed and stop neurosing. I hope.

I am trying not to think about anything. It is all too hard.

Good night.

Okay, perhaps I spoke too soon. I am definitely overwhelmed. You know how I can tell? I walked into the kitchen just now all set to cook, and there are dirty dishes and other junk on the table. I almost burst into tears. I washed the ones on the sink, still determined to cook and eat something… but I couldn’t do it. I’m back, sitting on our bed and ( Read more... )

Hey howdy there… I hope my adoring audience hasn’t languished too lamentably in my absence. I just don’t find much time to spend online these days. Hanging out with Mark is generally much more rewarding, and besides that, I can’t read anything on-screen for more than 5-10 minutes without my head getting all funky. I’m thinking mayhaps reading ( Read more... )

Hi!

I'm still around, in case anyone was wondering. I just haven't been online much at all - which for me is lyk, so tot@lly wired. But good, I guess... I'm getting a lot of stuff done here, although I feel kind of slack in comparison to Mark still. Oh well.

Life's very good. I'm having fun, feeling hopeful.

Tata!

Dear Diary,
I wish you well.

Watev!

hA.