mood swings like woah!

[alone_on_friday]

http://community.webshots.com/photo/194199928/194201530FauUTk ^^ thats the picture I have been trying to put on an entry...but I dont remember the point of it being there but I miss summer(maybe thats what it was) I miss Chris! haha We were passed out on the Studio floor-he was not me...I just wanted to document that he was actually passed out from drinking...and if you know chirs fiedler...He doesnt pass out!...Just 5 more days until the Bills game with possible one of my most favorie person in the world LINDSEY REGAN! We've been waiting forever for this day to come! I can tell its going to be fun with John, Hank, their roommate Mike and Linds!!- a little Ying Ling maybe?- Things are going pretty well-at least I think-as far as Matt goes-even though all he does is make fun of the way I slide in the halls and for not knowing what the game squash is-even though he doesnt quite ever know what hes talking about-haha i <3 him anyways ...yep I feel like shit for what I did to my brother this weekend. Sometimes I am the most inconsiderate person and only think about myself. Lately I have been that way with just about everyone who really means something to me. I mean sometimes its hard to even have a decent conversation with my best friend because I am sucha bitch to her. Sorry. Shes been there for me for my entire life and I get really mad at the littlest things. I mean come on without her I probably would be somewhere picking up and UNOPENED pack of gum off the floor and eating it!!(haha I am really dumb) but If she wasnt there It probably would have happened-Im not gunna lie- Shes the coolest person I have ever met and I want to keep our friendship forever I love ya B! We have the most fun wherever we go no matter who we are with. I think you are funniest person I have ever met and your my best friend forever! 16 years (well 12 but those years dont count) has been the greatest where would I be without you...this is starting to sound like Im signing your yearbook haha...but I just want to let you know that I really do appreciate everything you do for me even though sometimes it doesnt show- you are the sister i will never have but that dont matter cause its not gunna change our plans for the night!! On an even pleasent note... take it easy and keep it real