Hm.. well im getting used to the fact that everyone including andrea and all my friends are always against me somehow. and im really getting use to the fact that i always get blamed for everything. *sigh* you know.. its just sad that noone understands. It feels like im lying helplessly on the ground and everytime i attempt to get back up someone ( Read more... )

Heh.. my first suspension. Funny stuff. I didnt get in trouble by the rents or anything so its cool, and i didnt wanna go to school tomorrow anyway ( Read more... )

eh well schools getting better i suppose. I mean it never was that bad to start with. I always have alot of fun, its just alottttt of work, exspecially for me because im trying to do better. so far its working out well, i think. I've made a couple new friends which is good. This girl kayla.. she went to HB.. shes really cool. hmm ellise. i knew her ( Read more... )

wow alot of drama went on while i was away. glad i wasnt here. andrea is glad as well lol. Yea we had fun i guess. i was just happy i got to spend about 4 whole days with her. Theres so many stars down there, its quite beautiful and i swear everytime i look up at them they spell out her name. heh. but yea ( Read more... )

So saturday night at the grange was awesome, as well as last night. THANKS ANDREA! I LOVE YOU<3333 lol.. but yea it was awesome ( Read more... )

( Only a mask to hide the pain behind )

Last night was perty cool. I went over jays and we met up with my hooch (carol) and heather. I havent seen her since school so i was happy. We had an awesome time...

So this morning we woke up, jay and i left and now were back here about to go to the mall. Good stuff. well.. i'll update later. <333

<3 i miss you <3 ( Read more... )

said by me last night. haha. My baybay just left. God, shes so sexy. if my penis was bigger than 3 inches i'd fuck her brains out!!! (she told me to say that) haha.. tru dat though holmes. I got to spend 5 days with her. It was pertyy awesome. except for tuesday night ( Read more... )

Alright, lets start with the bullshit. I read some BITCHES journal today, i believe she goes by the name leah. jasons ex or w/e. Fucking talking all the shit she can on me when she doesnt even know me. hah.. how funny. So.. leahhhh if your reading this, you wanna bring it babe? then lets go! im ready. oh and go ahead, get your friend nick on me.. ( Read more... )

Well.. i must say, things are looking up. I cried myself to sleep last night, but i woke up this morning smiling, after having the greatest dream of her = ] made my day absolutley perfect ( Read more... )