He's holding back he's hiding, but what I can't decide, why won't he be the king I know he is...

[aloneallalong]

Lol, last night was so much fun. I laughed until my insides hurt. Sara and I stayed up all night talking about Nick Jr and shows we used to watch when we were little. And then Mike and Jose got all emo and we had to take action, we got into a fight about how sucky Germany was and then emo they were. It was greatttt. Then we talked about Jews...

Comments

[gilyann]

I'm glad you are a bit cheerier.

I don't know if I want to take more chemotherapy or not, it's a hard decision..die or not die. I wish Dumbledore were here to direct me. Of course if I were at Hogwarts, I'm sure they would have a cure for it. But taking the chemo means staying another couple of months, I want to see my friends...but I don't want to attend school anymore, it would be too stressful for me, cancer itself is enough for anyone to die, literally.

What does the doctor say? And what does your family think?

[aloneallalong]

The doctor says that if I don't take chemotherapy, that I have a greater chance, a very high chance, of the cancer coming back, but it will bring my immune system down to zero again, and I could get an infection that could kill me anyway.

My mum is letting me decide on my own, which is very tough for me, she doesn't want the cancer to come back, but she wants me to be happy with the decision I make.

[gilyann]

Well I won't try to tell you what to do, because that's a personal desision but I will give you what I see from the outside.

If you don't take the Chemo you have a chance of getting sick and if you take it you run the same chance. Either way you run the chance of getting sick anyways. So taking that in mind; wouldn't the chance of taking the chemo be better? At least you are doing something to fight off the cancer. At least to me it sounds like the better option because you'll be doing at least something to fight back.

What does the doctor suggest? It sounds from your answer that the doctor thinks that you would be better with the Chemo. Also and I apologize for being nosy and you really don't need to answer if you don't' feel like it. But when you say that the cancer coming back do you mean that right now you are cancer free but that it can come back? Pardon my stupidity about this but I'm a bit confused on the stage of your condition. I really do hope that you get better because you deserved it. I always keep you on my

[aloneallalong]

Yeah, I do think risking the chance of taking the chance of chemo would be better, I have a better chance with it than without it.

The doctor suggests I take it, and right now I'm in clinical remission but I could always relapse, nothing is for certain at this point. Thank you.<3 I can never get enough prayers.<3

[xaltoidx]

<3.

[aloneallalong]

<3! MAUNRUE

[echoesofagony]

Pff! You love my emoness and my love for Germany, everyone does. Besides, germanyisbetterthanenglandbylikehundredplusthirtyfiveduh.

[aloneallalong]

Like I said, PURE MANURE!