What you never wanted to hear....alll rolled into one long paragraph

[aloneibreak49]

I made an entry saying i was so happy. Happy isnt real to me anymore. Happy is a state of mind that people make up so they dont slit there wrists. Im sorry to be so obscure. I just think that reality is what you design it to be. I see dark everywhere. Beauty is skin deep. Im sorry to say but the world makes up lies based on greed they have in mind

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[susubean]

Though it's difficult not to, a sardonic approach in pondering the existence of a God, isn't the right way to go.
Man-made religion is very different from God.
just remember that.
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On another note-

Sorry to see you feel so cynical and sullen at the moment.
Honestly, I don't blame you at all.
I surmise melancholy is the only emotion left to feel.
Unless one uses some fake, altering medium for the sake of feeling good. A fake happy. A good high.
Anyway, life moves on and there will be plenty more of this before you die.
I hope you have some good times soon to cheer you up, at least for a little while. :)
I may not be the warmest shoulder to turn to, but if you ever need to talk to anyone outside your circle, I'm usually around and willing to listen :)
Take care of yourself Becca, I hate to see you so down all the time.

<3

[aloneibreak49]

Thank you so much.....im so glad your there for me