Emotionless grey skies bleed somber dreams of sorrow
Blackened unseen heart tears a virgins godlike innocence from its pristine palace
Paint sarcastic smiles upon new wounds
Tears of misery stain scar filled minds
Hatred new like tomorrow flows from bitter memories
Purity now embraced by sinful ideals why
Lifeless tomb rests weary with prowling peering ( Read more... )

So havent really told you what ive been up to lately...been chillen w/ Kelly and Fedo a lot. Been just doin nething...chilled w/ midg once last week too....i dunno been kinda busy kinda not....w/e

Love to me is more then a Hoax but superficial. Its become an apparant more then an actual. Love takes time to grow. We put a name on it before we can distinguish. Love and Hate is the closest feelings there are. Do you take you lover for granted, are you selfish, do u want sumthing out of the other so bad you cant bare it....Love isnt perfect. If ( Read more... )

I cant help but think back upon old memorys. I honestly thought the good was gunna last. I had an awesome summer for the most part. 2 years ago i never would have thought any of this would have happened. And to the people who helped me threw and made life worth living. I love you all so dearly.

I thought everything was so horrible and it couldnt ( Read more... )

I will not live life to see your face anymore.

You feel so alive i feel so abandoned.
We where once so invincible.
Till this choatic life is over.
Im standing, standing still.

I want what many cannot have.

I feel suppressed but intense.

I am truly alone.
Spun my head around when i thought you where talking to me ( Read more... )

Maybe not.

And i realize ill always be somewhere in that cold heart. And that small area, is what i died for.

Something happened.

I let go.

Lost in oblivion.

Dark silent and complete.

I found freedom.

Losing all hope was my freedom.

Shes the little scratch on the roof of your mouth that would heal if you stopped tonguing it. But you cant.

loose an hour gain an hour...this is your life...its ending one minute at a time.

I feel ive been waiting here forever. My make-ups smeared and my hair is dull. You run in with that sad look in your eyes. You whisper "you look beautiful". I forget everything you have ever done to me.

Ive always wonder how long it takes to die. I say come and get me. Every inhale of this cancer makes me feel more alive. I dont get this life, sick ( Read more... )