Sorry i havent really wrote anything in awhile. Havent been online. Havent been doing a lot of things i usually do.... I havent seen 3 of my good friends for more then 5 mins like twice...Midg Angelika and Mike...im really starting to miss them but hopefully i will be partying with them friday night ( Read more... )

I am truly...happy

All night i try to stay calm.
My hair falls in my face.
I see you as a blur.
All night i could stare in that direction.
All night i could stare at you.
I fall asleep with my heart in your hands.
Squeeze as hard as you can.
I want to move closer, but i cant breathe you in.
Because you, my dear, will be the death of me.

Yes i wrote this
Yes please

I swear to you, on everything I am
And I dedicare to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same when you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips

I'm tying you ( Read more... )

Could i have possibly fucked up more ( Read more... )

All you life your parents tell you not to care what people think then as soon as you go can i dye my hair pink they go o no people will look at you weird or can i get a piercing no ull look like your trying to be a punk....But i thought you said not to care i just dont get it. Isnt that being a hypocrit???

W/e ill be who i want! But is that good ( Read more... )

Shot through the heart and you're to blame----Darlin' you give love a bad name

FUCK YOU

An angel's smile is what you sell        you promise me heaven         then put me through hell

Chains of love got a hold on me  when passions a prison you cant break free

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With flowers in the hair

I gazed upon ( Read more... )

I deleted the midg entry.Sorry. But that kind of bullshit is not what i want my journal to consist of. I want this journal to be the thoughts that are hard for me to share. The inside. Me comming clean. Not that!

I dont kno nemore jaime deffinitly slipped away i dont even no if were friends anymore...but ill be the bitch and admite that i miss her ( Read more... )

It's so weird seeing the people you knew when they were 11 years old graduating. I hope the best for them all. But im scared for a few lol ( Read more... )

WHAT:

1. is your name: Rebecca

2. is your nickname: Becca, Sexball, Bec, Becstar, Boo

3. are you wearing:  umm....Yes

4. is your favorite thing to do:  Chill w/ my freinds<3 Drink Concerts Music Tv

5. is your room like: Pink carpet and postered walls

6. is your favorite drink: Captian Morgan

7. is your car: lol

8. is your job: I type orders at a car ( Read more... )