ok guys so i got a new lj name and it is unseenthroaneye... so make sure you look for my entries there and not here any more! lol oh yeah and people suck so much and im done and thro with you if you wanna fix stuff you fix it and stop allowing me to crawl back to you and you just sit there at let me kiss your fuckin feet... see ya

so i got to UNINTENTIONALLY skip school today lol. well after 3rd period at least lol. that was pretty cool. i dunno whats goin on with every thing right now, hopefully ever thing will work out... OH!! and this weekend, franks comin up!! woohoo im soooo excited!! lol that should be tons of fun. he is comin up to spend the weekend with his friend at ( Read more... )

ok so i changed my mind, i dont need someone to make me happy, i can get on with out that, but i need to be able to make someone else happy. people screw up, and i know that i happen to screw up alot but i dont want it to be like that any more. i want it to be like it used to be, that was awesome, now there is just this well nothing. i wish you ( Read more... )

i really wish you would either tell me you hate me and you dont want to be friends with me or make an attempt, cus this right now... your leavin me hangin here to die and my rope is breakin thin

i just need someone to make me happy...

i really do care, and i know you do im so sorry that i did that i dont know what i can do now to make you forgive me but i'll go any lenght... i love you

sit there alone ( Read more... )

ok screw this bull shit, i love you, i believed you, beyond what every one else said, i didnt believe any of them because i watned to believe you, even tho i thought what every one else did too, i still trusted you, i never ever thought you would do this to me, after every thing. and you know how i am, you know what i have been through, you know ( Read more... )

ok, so to say the least, the absolute worst thing that could possibly happen is happening, but other than that things are goin alright.

i guess i'll just have to get used to this.. i dont want to tho i guess i gotta face it, but than again... is this really all the truth or is this a cover up?

well i dont really! ha so he told me that and i was like g ryan thanks alot he told me he was just kiddin than came back like 2 min later and was like... i really was just kiddin you smell real good <3 ( Read more... )

oooh and how could i have possibly forgotten, the manjo hill/mountain we almost died on? haha, so we decided to climb up it in and attempt to get away from all these little kids.. and it took us like 20 min to get up it slippin and stuff, than stood up there for like EVER cus it was way to steep to come down real scary, than took a while to get ( Read more... )