well so today was an allaround good day i guess you could say, went to the mall with a friend, that was fun sure why not, but than we went to the movies with her boyfriend and his good friend, not too mention that his good friend is also my ex of so many years, i was so inlove with that kid, and still am... i was so broken like never before, 2-3 ( Read more... )

ok so the other night was fun, i got tripped by a humper, saw a rafter, and oh and a skratcher, cant forget that one it was probably but best haha, and last night was just creepy, we met a birbbit, holy shit we did whoa! scary stuff just stay clear of them thingers! hey man and heather, who the hell else could have possibly gotten away with what we ( Read more... )

this is all a game right? just a stupid little mind game played by foolish minds and their carriers, carriers like myself. takin around in a circle of limited sucess and ultimate failier, but tell me this... could i win this time? can it be possible to have defied my own odds and found the winning path rather than the rejected?

I BOUGHT A CAR!!! haha yay, im excited but im really stupid cus i can get my license today but i didnt make a damn appt. so now i gotta wait for god knows how long ( Read more... )

well this weekend was pretty good i had a good time, friday i had work but after was pretty cool, but when in a room with no lights only a strobe, beware, cords tend to jump out and trip you haha ( Read more... )

hey wow ok so its been a real long time haha, grades go down, and start to come up but that damn bitch wrote some shit blah, but any ways, other that school and family things are kinda alright right now, hopefully goin to get better yet, its about that time, im due for somethin good and you could be the one to give it to me. or maybe not im just ( Read more... )

im happy again, to be stuck here again ( Read more... )

im done, its over screw all this friendship shit its not worth the pain it puts me through. all i ever fuckin get out of it in the end is tears and the end comes nearer and nearer and trust? i dunno about that word, i believed in it till recently, but but only in few, now no i just dont think so. people just up and walk away like nothin happened, ( Read more... )

my presence is no more there is nothing left of me. just this damaged body. my insides have been tampered with too many times, and fully and brutally striped from me. all this is remaining is a thin lining and the invisible scars of how i could have been...

*~LauRen~*

why cant i be normal? i just want to be normal. i can describe my self in so many different ways, but i think i could only think of 1 positive thing... if that ( Read more... )