so i guess we cant go to the show saturday i cant anyway.. no ride or anything since my mom got scheduled to work :( i was kinda burnt out with goin anyway but it will be better next time.... i guess jeni could go if she got someday to take her they prolly would.. oh well i dont have money anyway so its just as well. and i need to stay home if my ( Read more... )

so its gonna be even lnoger before i get my car fixed.. well not really. the tards sending the parts to the chevy place lost them somewhere in minnesota dumbasses. so they had to re order my parts.. yesterday so they might be here tommarow or next week i hope so yay im excited to be driving again..and im gonna fingure out my insurance stuff next ( Read more... )

so this really sucks a lot my life has just fallen apart recently (well within the past months) and i dont even know how i feel about anything anymore ive been thinkin a lot about ricky again and i can barely look at his name while im typing this without getting choked up it hurts so much and i just remember everything that happened between us ( Read more... )

*you don't understand what it does to me...watching you watching her the way i want you to be watching me

::I feel lyk im jus in the way::
((but its ur fault im there))

whe i wanna go to the store.. just because i have to weight though til momla comes home since I HAVE NO CAR STILL .. fuckin a. i wish theyd hurry up with fixing it.

*The worst feeling is knowing we are right for each other...just not right now...*

run away with me...shell never know

I miss ur smile. . . but urs isn the 0nly 0ne:
: I miss my 0wn. . .the 0ne that’s 0nly there wen u smile:

>>>He can never truly be urs. . .b/c he will always carry ar0und a piece 0f me<Read more... )

It's so simple and complicated.
The way you can crush me.
No matter how much this hurts, this is through.
I get as far as your door before i get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop.
So are we playing for keeps.
The days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anyting to do with you ( Read more... )

i just wish the girl he loved was me* but they`re perfect for eachother..

whhee so this summer im gonig to cali with jeni before i go to new jersey to see jilly yay i cant wait im way excited

anyway today we went and played in the snow... and we went to pizza hut where thomas was yeah it was hot

i talked to gunther earlier and hes going to call me later yayy

anyway i have to go do homework ill be back later byee!!

<3 ( Read more... )