...I have NO IDEA WTH I AM THINKING. & I also sorta apologise in advance for this entry.
~
/headdesking repeatedly
But...shortitude, you might find part of this somewhat interesting since...it's RP related...?
My day yesterday, in script form:
Me: /is minding own business & sleeping
Jet-lag from Ireland trip: /LURKS LURKS LURKS STILL FREAKING LURKING HERE
Me: Mmghgrf. /rolls over
Jet-lag from Ireland trip: …./KICKS IN THE HEAD
Me: /SWEARS but gets up at 9ish on a Sunday anyway CRAI
Me: Well, since I’m up, guess I’d better get started on my NaNo-
Hiyori Poly App: /SMASHES FACE IN WITH SANDAL
Me: …CRAP it’s the last day for that
And I’m still not quite caught up on the manga
Because I SUCK
And it’ll be a MONTH before I can app her if I don’t finish this and post it TODAY
A month where I’m supposed to writing a 50,000 word novel and absolutely won’t have time to RP or do ANYTHING fun really but WHO THE HELL CARES I miss Cella and Jen and aslfjsd JULES’S ISHIDA <3333 and oh hell SUPERCHUNKY FROM HELL AND THE SHINJI MUN’S AWESOME THIRD PERSON OOC INFORMATION THING WON ME OVER PLZ LET ME IN GAAAAAAIZ I WANNA HANG OUT WITH THE COOL KIDS ;____;
/WORKS ON HIYORI APP FFFFFF
[ …hours later… ]
/WORKING ON HIYORI APP, but taking breaks to finish catching up on the manga and jacking around on the internet randomly orz
Me: …Oh yeah, the anime version of the Turn Back The Pendulum arc had more Hiyori in it.
Maybe
I should watch that, too
Even though I don’t really watch the Bleach anime
Ever
Because I SUCK
…./fffff procrastinatiiiiiing watches the anime~
[ …around 11 p.m. ]
Me: DONE
Hiyori Poly App: ABOUT EFFIN’ TIME DUMBASS
Internal Army of Insecurity: Reeeeeeally~? Are you reeeeeally gonna post that P.O.S. app and EMBARRASS yourself like that~?
Me: …Uh…y-yes? I…I think I understand the character’s internal motivation pretty well and actually I really like her a lot and think she’d be a lot of fun to play so--
Internal Army of Insecurity: /ROLLS EYES
Me: --S-SO--uh…
Internal Army of Insecurity: /WHISTLES~
INWARD MINI NERVOUS BREAKDOWN: HI you called?
Me: YEAH NO BUT YEAH G-G-GTFO
INWARD MINI NERVOUS BREAKDOWN: Yeah NO sign here plz
Me: …../SIGNS IN BLOOD CRAI
INWARD MINI NERVOUS BREAKDOWN: K THNX
/settles in on the couch, props its feet up on the coffee table, and proceeds to channel surf at LIGHTSPEED about 300 channels a second
Me: ….GREAT.
AND WHY ARE NONE OF MY BLEACH-FAMILIAR FRIENDS ONLINE TO REASSURE ME THAT MY APP ISN’T ABSOLUTE TRIPE ORZ
Internal Army of Insecurity: Because nobody li-
Me: SHUT UP IT WAS RHETORICAL I DIDN’T ASK YOU
/PUNCHES
….…./fidgets in agony and indecision do I post it or do I wait maybe I'm not familiar enough with the character/series and what if I can't do this after all and I suck and I drag them all down or annoy them maybe waiting a month would do me good but it's NaNo month so it's not like I'd really be studying up anyway and I REALLY WANNA PLAY RIGHT NOW and HEY why am I even doing this I have NaNo HELP I need somebody HELP not just anybody--
irishmastermind: :D /innocently and unsuspectingly comments on a recent LJ post of mine~
Me: /FLIES AND FLINGS SELF AT AND STICKS TO LIKE A BUG TO A WINDSHIELD
irishmastermind: ^_^; /is nice and extremely patient and super-awesome and SAVES THE DAY and catches a few v. stupid mistakes on my part
There you go! It doesn't suck! Good luck!
Me: ……8| /still clinging to
irishmastermind: …It's almost midnight and you probably can’t submit the app with your arms wrapped around me three and a half times and I…want to go to bed.
Me: /drops like artificial gravity was suddenly turned up
SORRY x 30
THANK YOU x 1000
Goodnight! X 9000 because lol there’s always ONE MORE THING from SOMEONE
Me: /posts app JUST in time
Poly mods: Queued!
Me: /SIGH OF RELIEF
…
…..
INWARD MINI NERVOUS BREAKDOWN: HEY didn’t forget about me did you
Me: …Uh, you’ve…grown…?
INWARD MINI NERVOUS BREAKDOWN: Oh how observant it's been a while since you apped anyone anywhere but you know how this goes I'll be staying until you know how it turns out
Now make me a sammich
Me: 8|
…/does orz
[ interlude for Skype Session of Awesome & Lulz with malruniel11 <3 ]
Me: Well it's almost 3 I guess I should--
Insomnia: HI this where the party is?
Me: … >\
Insomnia & INWARD MINI NERVOUS BREAKDOWN: /proceed to keep me up ‘til 7 a.m.
[ ≈ 7:30ish a.m. ]
Me: /…finally…nods…off…
Mutti: /busts in around 8 a.m.
HEY did you forget we need to take the car in for repairs & you said you’d come with in your car so I don’t have to sit there at the shop like you always have to when you take YOUR car in and so I can go with your father to his dentist’s apt. and--
/...keeps going, probably, but it all blurs together after a while...
Zombie Me: …Y…yeah. M’kay… BRAAAINS where are mine SOB
…So I did, and now I’m back and I’m tired but NOW I’M UP AGAIN and just too restless to sleep right yet and oh heavens NANO I HAVE TO GO DO THAT LIKE RIGHT NOW D8
…Also, congrats to anyone who actually got through all that. IDEK f-list. IDEK. But I’m sincerely sorry for it.
Next entry, back to your regularly-scheduled NON-script-style writing. :|
/headdesking repeatedly
But...shortitude, you might find part of this somewhat interesting since...it's RP related...?
My day yesterday, in script form:
Me: /is minding own business & sleeping
Jet-lag from Ireland trip: /LURKS LURKS LURKS STILL FREAKING LURKING HERE
Me: Mmghgrf. /rolls over
Jet-lag from Ireland trip: …./KICKS IN THE HEAD
Me: /SWEARS but gets up at 9ish on a Sunday anyway CRAI
Me: Well, since I’m up, guess I’d better get started on my NaNo-
Hiyori Poly App: /SMASHES FACE IN WITH SANDAL
Me: …CRAP it’s the last day for that
And I’m still not quite caught up on the manga
Because I SUCK
And it’ll be a MONTH before I can app her if I don’t finish this and post it TODAY
A month where I’m supposed to writing a 50,000 word novel and absolutely won’t have time to RP or do ANYTHING fun really but WHO THE HELL CARES I miss Cella and Jen and aslfjsd JULES’S ISHIDA <3333 and oh hell SUPERCHUNKY FROM HELL AND THE SHINJI MUN’S AWESOME THIRD PERSON OOC INFORMATION THING WON ME OVER PLZ LET ME IN GAAAAAAIZ I WANNA HANG OUT WITH THE COOL KIDS ;____;
/WORKS ON HIYORI APP FFFFFF
[ …hours later… ]
/WORKING ON HIYORI APP, but taking breaks to finish catching up on the manga and jacking around on the internet randomly orz
Me: …Oh yeah, the anime version of the Turn Back The Pendulum arc had more Hiyori in it.
Maybe
I should watch that, too
Even though I don’t really watch the Bleach anime
Ever
Because I SUCK
…./fffff procrastinatiiiiiing watches the anime~
[ …around 11 p.m. ]
Me: DONE
Hiyori Poly App: ABOUT EFFIN’ TIME DUMBASS
Internal Army of Insecurity: Reeeeeeally~? Are you reeeeeally gonna post that P.O.S. app and EMBARRASS yourself like that~?
Me: …Uh…y-yes? I…I think I understand the character’s internal motivation pretty well and actually I really like her a lot and think she’d be a lot of fun to play so--
Internal Army of Insecurity: /ROLLS EYES
Me: --S-SO--uh…
Internal Army of Insecurity: /WHISTLES~
INWARD MINI NERVOUS BREAKDOWN: HI you called?
Me: YEAH NO BUT YEAH G-G-GTFO
INWARD MINI NERVOUS BREAKDOWN: Yeah NO sign here plz
Me: …../SIGNS IN BLOOD CRAI
INWARD MINI NERVOUS BREAKDOWN: K THNX
/settles in on the couch, props its feet up on the coffee table, and proceeds to channel surf at LIGHTSPEED about 300 channels a second
Me: ….GREAT.
AND WHY ARE NONE OF MY BLEACH-FAMILIAR FRIENDS ONLINE TO REASSURE ME THAT MY APP ISN’T ABSOLUTE TRIPE ORZ
Internal Army of Insecurity: Because nobody li-
Me: SHUT UP IT WAS RHETORICAL I DIDN’T ASK YOU
/PUNCHES
….…./fidgets in agony and indecision do I post it or do I wait maybe I'm not familiar enough with the character/series and what if I can't do this after all and I suck and I drag them all down or annoy them maybe waiting a month would do me good but it's NaNo month so it's not like I'd really be studying up anyway and I REALLY WANNA PLAY RIGHT NOW and HEY why am I even doing this I have NaNo HELP I need somebody HELP not just anybody--
irishmastermind: :D /innocently and unsuspectingly comments on a recent LJ post of mine~
Me: /FLIES AND FLINGS SELF AT AND STICKS TO LIKE A BUG TO A WINDSHIELD
irishmastermind: ^_^; /is nice and extremely patient and super-awesome and SAVES THE DAY and catches a few v. stupid mistakes on my part
There you go! It doesn't suck! Good luck!
Me: ……8| /still clinging to
irishmastermind: …It's almost midnight and you probably can’t submit the app with your arms wrapped around me three and a half times and I…want to go to bed.
Me: /drops like artificial gravity was suddenly turned up
SORRY x 30
THANK YOU x 1000
Goodnight! X 9000 because lol there’s always ONE MORE THING from SOMEONE
Me: /posts app JUST in time
Poly mods: Queued!
Me: /SIGH OF RELIEF
…
…..
INWARD MINI NERVOUS BREAKDOWN: HEY didn’t forget about me did you
Me: …Uh, you’ve…grown…?
INWARD MINI NERVOUS BREAKDOWN: Oh how observant it's been a while since you apped anyone anywhere but you know how this goes I'll be staying until you know how it turns out
Now make me a sammich
Me: 8|
…/does orz
[ interlude for Skype Session of Awesome & Lulz with malruniel11 <3 ]
Me: Well it's almost 3 I guess I should--
Insomnia: HI this where the party is?
Me: … >\
Insomnia & INWARD MINI NERVOUS BREAKDOWN: /proceed to keep me up ‘til 7 a.m.
[ ≈ 7:30ish a.m. ]
Me: /…finally…nods…off…
Mutti: /busts in around 8 a.m.
HEY did you forget we need to take the car in for repairs & you said you’d come with in your car so I don’t have to sit there at the shop like you always have to when you take YOUR car in and so I can go with your father to his dentist’s apt. and--
/...keeps going, probably, but it all blurs together after a while...
Zombie Me: …Y…yeah. M’kay… BRAAAINS where are mine SOB
…So I did, and now I’m back and I’m tired but NOW I’M UP AGAIN and just too restless to sleep right yet and oh heavens NANO I HAVE TO GO DO THAT LIKE RIGHT NOW D8
…Also, congrats to anyone who actually got through all that. IDEK f-list. IDEK. But I’m sincerely sorry for it.
Next entry, back to your regularly-scheduled NON-script-style writing. :|