i am outside of myself wanting what i see elsewhere. but not knowing quite what that might be. there is so many things i have potential for but the comfort is settling in again.
not sad not mad not anything
anonymous
November 15 2005, 03:02:01 UTC
sometimes when you say things for me you look for a reaction out of my you want me to get sad mad or whatever but what you don't relize is you say I hold you back from what you really want to do and you potental but you never thought about what your throwing away and how much I gave up for you. you think this whole break up is a joke and I will start to cry and want you back but this time I relize this is going to be it you keep on doing this to me in disregard to my feelings and I can't keep doing it so don't bother to try to call me and I wont call you.
I love you
anonymous
November 18 2005, 02:52:28 UTC
Jess I love you so much I am sorry I am so upset but i don't know how to act when the person i love most is trying so hard to push me away. ive thought hard on this and came to the conclusion your not getting ride of me I am not gonna leave you alone I am still going to call you everyday I am still going to try to be with you every day I can I guess I will just have to take the days you give me and if you want to date other guys so be it you will just end up seeing how much better I am then them. I love you more then you will ever relize and im not going away.
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