I hate myself right now. I have some really good reasons. Trust me. Fuck Fuck. Fuck ( Read more... )

The last two times I've tried to post it's ended up saying--hey I'm in read only mode, you can't post. It's really annoying cause it made me lose both of the posts. At least they weren't very important. I can just imagine what it would have been like if they were important posts. I think I would have broken something ( Read more... )

kayce tells me she loves me. i find it very healthy to have girl friends. they may not always give the best advice...but God, it's just a part of life that i really feel like i've missed out on. being a tom boy can kind of suck. i love being a *woman, really. i'm sensitive...and ya know, that isn't always fun, but the thing is.....life is always ( Read more... )

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Kayce said I cried for three hours last night and wouldn't tell her why I was crying. That's weird. I'm embarrassed. She and some of my other friends at Cahoots think I got drugged. I don't know, maybe I was just really drunk. I don't know, I don't usually do that, so something weird must have happened. I can't really remember much about it. When I ( Read more... )

my friend always says this.."blessed are the sick"....and i always think it's stupid. but right now, ya know. ha. maybe this goofy band says "blessed are the sick"...because.... the sick are going to die and maybe, just maybe... dying sometimes sounds good. ha. i'm not trying to be morbid. i'm just freakin sick. my head feels like a water bottle ( Read more... )

Ya know, I really have nothing to say to you. I mean, there is always something to say, but I'm pretty much only filled with pretentious bull shit today. I have a good reason, I think. There happens to be a good reason for every one of my moods. You know how it is when it almost feels good to be depressed. Not even punishment, more like, ( Read more... )

I know what I want to say but I can't say it. damn live journal.

I guess I didn't want to say it that bad.

Everyone has slipped away ( Read more... )