i've decided to officially close the book on anything having to do with mtp. there have been plenty of chances and really, i've put myself out there too many times. like a good friend once realized, sometimes its all about the timing, and its getting blatantly obvious that while there's an attraction, the timing is off and really, nothing is ( Read more... )

some interesting prospectives have been flung my way this week. job offers coming left and right, while its not what i really want, but it will it at least allow me the option of staying in the city this summer. things are kinda looking up -> yay. my sleeping schedule has been so blah and messed up this week, and this does not bode well as i look ( Read more... )

why do i keep doing this to myself? he did it once, he'll do it again. but is it really wrong to want someone to come into your life and bring you incredible happiness? i've been around for two decades now, where's my turn at having someone love me? maybe its karma for the way i treated the first person who was ever willing to give me the world ( Read more... )

i'm back. seems i have too many prying eyes on xanga, although i think i love LJ and xanaga equally. so, its friday of the week of spring break. this week kinda came and went. i'm happy because there is a good possibility i will get to see mtp (you know who you are) once break is over. things kinda got started again, which i am glad, because i ( Read more... )

i've finally crossed over, it was hard, but i've brought myself to do it. salut to xAnGa, au revoir to livejournal. somewhat excited, as this break wears on i'm chillin' in a phat 11 person loft here in soho/nolita, i feverishly search for things to keep me entertained, because i am in this exciting yet lonely city all by myself. to catch a ( Read more... )

a late shout out to all y'all...happy holidays. my best wishes for a great new year. as always, when left alone by myself in a loft in nolita/soho, i'm mighty pensive these days. came back early from break so i could slave away from my whiny real estate barrister boss... he's doing ok. he got his tax deduction, his wife pumped out their 3rd child ( Read more... )

ah... walking around the campus, one can definitely distinguish between students and the regular average, everyday working adults. the students are all cracked out on caffeine, among other things. with a weary face, they lug around their ten-ton backpack, scurrying from the library to a study group or a computer lab... ah, yes, it is christmas ( Read more... )

yes, mediocre is a word fit for london. the history is nice, and so are the sites, but truthfully that's where the quid stops. horrible crazy traffic... i will not complain about NYC traffic anymore, well at least for the 1st week back stateside. london drivers prefer to take driving as a sport, i believe they drive purely for the competition of ( Read more... )

where you're plunging through an abyss? it's called principles of economics with marc lieberman, and well, law & society with christine harrington. but i emerged from harrington's with no real damage. wishing i could make the night have more hours than 10 hrs. to study and sleep.

winter is swiftly approaching, yet i am not feeling any chritsmas cheer... rather its been a rude awakening by mother nature with dusk setting in by 4pm and the harsh, brutal weather. since when did the weather have to be a measure of how one feels? even if i am feeling tired and dissatisfied, do i have to be reminded everyday? some midterms came ( Read more... )