well lately ive been trying to run at least 4 days a week. so far ive done 3 this week because i wanted to go at 8 tonight, but i had no one to run with. and runnin alone at night on the streets of mcallen is just not safe. hopefully tommorow ill go runnin during the day by myself, to get another day out of the way.....ahh the results sound so good ( Read more... )

tonight was a fuckin awesome night. i got to go see aerosmith and i was on the floor...6th row. great seats. i can barely hear, and my throat is scratchy as can be, but man, other than that, i cant think of anything to say right now...it was just that much fun....ching...tonight made me feel like i wanted to be famous...to have tons of people ( Read more... )

today was an okay day i guess. i went grocery shopping and bought some healthy stuff so i can go on my diet. i think im also going to write down what i eat so i can keep track and hopefully that will help me to eat better also.yeah. im tired and i dont feel like working out right now, but i feel like i should, and i know i should. i think im going ( Read more... )

i seriously can not wait until i fucking move out.

i cant help but think how sometimes i want a boyfriend. on the other hand, i also think of how having one would just be horrible. cant one go through life without having such petty things to worry about? i guess not. lifes full of things and right now is just really confusing. i dont know if i might like somebody, or if its just my lonliness ( Read more... )

*i am having the hardest time deciding what i want to become in life. theres this school that i want to go to in london...im really serious about wanting to go and its a 4 year school, one of the best art and design schools in the world. i still have no idea what i want to do...and this is extremely nerve-wracking...i guess i cant really have ( Read more... )

*well this weekend was ever so enjoyable. lol. fri night went over to etiennes with kat and sabrina, drank, went to taco palenque (the ultimate sobering-up food) hehe, then went back to kats dads house and went to sleep. sat morn woke up got dressed and went to the mall...bought some v.s. undies and then went back to kats dads house and hung around ( Read more... )