I HATE YOU.. you are such a lier that is all I can think, but then again it's not, she was right...they are games and I am doing em' to myself and you, but it doesn't matter, b/c YOU moved on.....you moved on...So, all I can say to you, is I hope you have a good life, please don't call me crying since you obviously don't need me anymore...

wow, lots of me updating, i had three last night, its kind of like kara...i love you!!! *winky face* my left contact is driving me b-a-n-a-n-a-s!!! but really what i am posting for is because it is after 8 am and i can tell my dreams out loud!! It was so weird, I don't know why i dremth this, I was, we were doing something I am not sure what but ( Read more... )

Honestly i thought i could walk away, why should it be so hard, i dont like things you do...but i like you, i am so alone without you, i dont want to go to bed without you, no body is funny like you are... i miss your hands, they were rough and soft, and brown, and big. you would turn the light off, you were here i wansnt scared, i miss you. he ( Read more... )

So, today was like I said crazy busy!! I got up and dressed and went to walmart picked up 5 packages of pictures, we all went and had lunch, then to tuesday morning and got pillows for dad ( Read more... )

i feel like my schedule never ends and i wont be able to do enough with everybody before i leave b/c i am letting myself get too busy and i want to be with everyone but at the same time treat my business right! you guys i love you and i am here, and will try to be here like body and mind on the phone and in person but it gets hard, b/c i want to ( Read more... )

You guys, concert... so much fun!! it was rough through some parts, but in the end.. great time have did i!!! then, after the show it was the after party haha even better, but my throat hurts alot maybe from the smoke, but at first it all smelt like weed, in the end it was all about cigaretts, crazy!! and i did know that lady, i had signed her ( Read more... )

why would watching dirty movies make me sad? really? I can't think of a reason, maybe it was just the company of the night lol that sounds like creature of the night... before I go to FC I AM AND WILL BE going to see a midnight showing rocky horror!!! I do not care ( Read more... )

i wish we were still best friends... i cant get it out of my head...i would like to cry, but that sounds sappy

I love swimming at night when i am not scared of the dark.. guys.. that was off the hiz-ouz and i had alot of fun!!!! so happy.. and well, that whole night was just a surrel fun i guess, like if you were listening to that song by the smiths, alive i think is what it is and i think its by the smiths well, anyway.. and you are going through a tunnel ( Read more... )

first name: Rebecca ( Read more... )