What a crazy night,But man, it was one of the better ones i have had in barrie for sure!

I'm starting to look at other dudes again, only to go back to thinking about one specific loser.

Found out that yet another roommate isnt who i thought she was.

WTF......is it really that hard to live with normal people??????

Is it really that hard to find a ( Read more... )

OKAY

NOW I can let you go.

Its amazng to me how much he just doesn't really care about anyone but himself.

He tried to play the cool card on me, something you do not do unless you are trying to impress a girl and get her to play games.....I already know he's a loser tho, so why try????

Anyways, My friend shaun called me up last night and we had an ( Read more... )

I can't let go of you...not just yet.

You made me feel alive... as we swayed back and forth in my bedroom to lame songs.....

And there....right then....is when you fell in love with me.

Ice cream reminds me of you
My room reminds me of you
Every song reminds me of you
The shower reminds me of you
My car reminds me of you
Spaghetti reminds me of you...

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It's Strange to think that someone who was so prominant in my life for 6 months can no longer be prominant.....not because I dont WANT him to, but because I CANT. I can't let myself be with someone who needs to sort out so much in thier life.

Please don't be angry with me (you know who you all are), but i saw Devon yesterday for our last goodbye. I ( Read more... )

You failed me.

You have this power over me, you make me happy when we are together but the second you leave it goes down hill, farther each time.

I found out something today that I really should have known all along.......

Sarah;

YOU should have known he talks to other girls all the time.
YOU should have known better than to give yourself to him fully ( Read more... )

Reading a fellow LJers post, not really knowing who it is about, but still is a reflection of what I'm feeling...

Devon is Failing me...everyone can see it but me.

I'm leaving in for Dominican for 7 days in less than 48 hours....and what does he do? Decides to disappear off the face of the planet for the day, when its the last possible time I can ( Read more... )

I'm still not sure about YOU ( Read more... )

Odd that i have a better sleep with Devon in my bed than without.....The few nights he isnt sleepingsilently beside me I wish he was. His presence is addicting, he is so happy just being with me....and for that i adore him. I took him to see Dane Cook on Thursday and he loved it!! it was sooo much fun ( Read more... )

watching him sleep on my couch is extremely cute. He is cute.

Last night meghann, my very closest friend from work had a going away party, she left for australia today at 6 for a year. I balled my eyes out when I said my goodbyes. im going to miss her like crazy!!!

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this relationship has the potential to scare me..I don't really know quite what to think.

The only thing for certain is that right here right now I am happy with him. an thats all that matters.