today was CRAZY!!!! ahhhh :)

emma called me around 9:45, and we went to the owings mills mall first thing in the morning so she could get a skirt at american eagle. she also bought this funny bathing suit bottom that said "bling" on it and it totally DID NOT match her top.

then on the way back we picked up brooke and andy before we met at ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm gonna puke...

like every second of every day.

and i have for the past 2 weeks.

i feel so.... unwanted and undesireable. :(

Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you ( Read more... )

i still have practically everything. all of our stuff could cover the ( Read more... )

so i was ditched again tonight by the girl who says she "loves" me. she doesnt love me. she loves melissa. she ditched me to hang out with melissa and get stoned. she promised me she would come over for the night and watch a movie with me.i wasnt anything to her, i wasnt worth shit. ever. the whole year and 3 months ment nothing ot her because she' ( Read more... )

why the fuck is my brother listening to BET this early in the morning??? i can barely open my eyes yet all i can hear is fucking rap ( Read more... )

today was sooooo much fun. joe came over this morning and we went to owings mills to pick up brooke! then we got rachel and madeline and went swimming in the river by the train tracks in sykesville. the water was pretty cold (especially the first time when madeline pushed me in!). haha brooke was afraid to jump right in at first, so she got on joes ( Read more... )

i will NEVER EVER cry another tear over you. you aren't worth it. i will find someone better. or wait, no. i dont want anyone. ever. relationships soul purpose is to manipulate people intothinking that trust between them and their partner is real, when in reality it isn't. trust is strctly between friends and family. only certain ones though. i am ( Read more... )

hey melissa and tara....

FUCK YOU

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wow, so i kind of feel like im going to puke right now. but then again i felt this way all fucking evening. i stayed up real late because i couldnt sleep. i heared some things form reliable sources about what tara and melissa did when they hung out the other day. and this email from tara to melissa YESTERDAY at 4 PM, an hour because she called me ( Read more... )

today i hung out with daniela, joe, madeline, little sara, and rachel. good times! you've got to see the pictures!

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