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Aug 28, 2008 22:13

Title: Hey Angel, Where'd You Get Those Wings?
Pairing: Frank/Gerard
Author: Emaleigh.
Rating: R
Summary: Gerard's shipped to an All Boys Catholic School in CT. Will he totally lose it? - His brother dead, his life falling apart, who will give him salvation?
Disclaimer: Fake.
Author's Notes: At the end.

Mikey!

It's been a month since...since he left me.

And I'm not coping too well...

I can't look at the other side of the room. I won't let the school give me a new room mate. I forced Ray to pin a curtain over his side of the room...I miss him.

I miss him.
_______

I'm in class, and to be honest, I don't feel like it. Sure, I may sound like a cocky angst teen, who can't be bothered to do shit but it isn't that. I just, don't feel it. I don't have the...humph to work. I can't.

Have you ever had those days where you wish you could just turn back time so badly?

I have. And today is one of those days. I want him back.
_______

My parents came to visit me. They seemed to be doing better than I was, except my mum. She was all 'depressed' well, who can blame her? Her favourite son had just died and she stuck with the son she never wanted.

"Gerard, I love you." Pfft, yeah sure mum.

"Mum...I'm not sure you do."

She stared at me in disbelief. My dad on the other hand had a smirk on his face, almost a proud smirk.

"W-what are you talking about Gerard? You're my son, of course I love you. I love you!"

"Who are you trying to convince? Yourself? Or me? Because if it's me, it isn't working too well."

"What?" I roll my eyes. If she could be any more oblivious she'd be Miss Carolina.

"Mum, I know you never wanted me. I know that you wanted Mikey when dad left you. I know that the reason you sent me away was to start a new family. And I know that you haven't gained weight but you're pregnant. I'm not as stupid as you think."

She just looked at me.

Well, I foiled her plan.
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