so i havent been slepping much for two reasons.
reason 1: my friend chris committed suicide last thursday.
so i have been talking to his brother at night.
reason 2: Alberto has been calling me to make sure im ok and to tell me he's home from work.
so i have kept myself busy. now i just need some sleep.

i dont want to hide from my friends anymore. i want them to know about me. not just the me they see in school or on the weekends but the me no one sees. i am going to share some of my poetry. so here are five poems i have written ( Read more... )

SO AS YOU KNOW FROM MY LAST ENTRY THERE WERE ALOT OF GUYS IN MY LIFE BUT I TOOK THE TIME THAT I HAD THIS BREAK TO RE-EVALUATE MY "LIFE" WITH THESE GUYS.... I STARTED TO NOTICE SOME THINGS IN THEM THAT WERE THINGS THAT I DIDNT NEED.... I HAVE LEFT ALL OF THEM TO THINK ABOUT WHAT THEY REALLY WANT IN LIFE... I KNOW THAT I DONT WANT VINCE, BRIAN, ( Read more... )

so yesterday was weird.i guess i was not expecting to get good grades but i ended up getting straight A's. woo-hoo. my parents actually cried. but then i fell asleep and when i woke up my dad was like the pipes busted.(sucks) so here is the guy radar for the day ( Read more... )

so today is monday and i told cassie i was going to post on saturday and i didnt. i forgot. forgetful me. so yesterday was interesting. cassie, linn, and i went to the mall, marsh, walmart, barnes and noble. linn got a playgirl and she gave my number to this dude who i thought was cute but i really didnt want him to call and he didnt. woo-hoo. so i ( Read more... )

go ahead kayla laugh all you want!

Virgo August 23 - September 22 ( Read more... )