wow, so it's been a while since i've posted in this. but not a lot of people know about my livejournal, so hence why i'm here. I came here to say that i've realized something about myself. something that i dont know is good or bad. something that i dont know if i like it or not ( Read more... )

i fucked up the prom. its not going to be fun. it not going to be memorable. and its not going to help me save money for college because i am $600 in the hole with no date. fuck everyone. fuck. fuck ( Read more... )

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this weekend was the best EVER. it is so much fun with you. and i really like how we're so comfortably to just do whatever together. it's just always fun. thank you for dealing with my family too. you're just the best ever, and my favorite ( Read more... )

i am thinking too much and never thinking enough. not quite sure what that means, but it's what i feel. so there ya go ( Read more... )

time really is all relative to what you yourself are going through. i believe that's something einstein studied and made up theories "theory of relativity ( Read more... )

god, this sucks. its like getting what you always wanted, and then someone takes it away in a second. something like that anyway. eh, who knows what will happen. all mixed up inside.

it wouldn't hurt so bad, but your pillow talk is just excellent.

late night conversations are fun. closet calls. yeah man. i never knew i had that much to say. i can't think of anything to write without you in it al echs. so i guess you will just have to get your butt down here and let me beat you at air hockey fool.

ok. that was a relly cheesey title for this entry, but who cares.. bad metal from the 80's has a right to live on in a schmuck like me right. blahh i want to see alter bridge in orlando. i want to see alex in orlando. i want to be at the bigest show of the tour... but Noooooo. eh, i'm babbling about myself again ( Read more... )

Whats the point of always trying. It never goes away.

Things are fucked up lately.

I don't know whats going on, but I'm not going to fix it.

Everything I touch goes to hell.

Everything is a fucking fight.

Everything has to go away from me.

Everything sucks.

Die.