I feel like Im completely detached from my surroundings (or like youre letting me go) I feel like the rain is penetrating me down to my bone marrow, and it hurts to feel this way. Grey. Sometimes I wish it were never this easy, to feel this hurt and feel this pain, I wish it were never this easy, especially in this pouring rain ( Read more... )

I can taste the sunshine on your lips.
and it burns.
But I love you.
Live and learn.

Is it me ( Read more... )

Remember how you ( Read more... )

I was standing in the clinic. The radiology clinic, and it was a little overwhelming to tell you the truth, and I (wished you were there). It would have made it all a lot less scary and the tears welled up in my eyes like water over the shore with the high tide coming in and (I thought of you ( Read more... )

I dont know.
Just dont know.
Infuriated.
Embarassed.
How far can I go?
How much can I take?
I dont even know!!!

Sometimes I feel like my whole world is collapsing around me and Im stuck in the middle of this silent chaos and Im looking around at the tumbling pieces and they fly past me and I cant do anything to stop them. I want this all to stop so I can have a moment to breathe and believe, and see what I should do. Adulthood comes with this enormous burden ( Read more... )

every day I struggle to be okay with myself ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like Im being pulled around, pushed around, hung up to dry and all the way downtown on this one ( Read more... )

Breathe ( Read more... )