South America

Brazil
Argentina
Peru
Bolivia

Europe

Spain and France (again)
Italy
Germany
Polance
Czech Republic
Greece
Turkey
Swtizerland
Amsterdam

Africa

Bénin
Senegal
Tunisia
Egypt
Togo
Burkina Faso
Algeria
Morocco
Kenya

Asia

Thailand
Indonesia
Japan
India

Middle East

Saudi Arabia
Israel
Palestininian State

I have so much I would like to write. So many thought swirling about my head ( Read more... )

so i havent had sex in a while. i mean it was okay sex, but im talking sex sex
like full blown sex
like good hours of sex
he better be in shape
big man

Dear Lord Spain was amazing. Spain was the shit. Spain was the most amazing two weeks I have ever spent. Spending the time to find a moment that is mine. Waiting for your heart to find a moment that is mine. Waiting for the cash to influxuation so that I may return. So that I may return. Dont let this pass you by...

Ever since Cécile died, it has been a continued degeneration for my father. It has been his health, his spirit. I want to spend all my time with him, beside him, talking to him. Please God watch over him.

its like two steps forward and a million backwards
its like im swimming in mud with you.
and you cant even swim

i just feel like im just being played
like all im doing
is being played
all the fucking time
being played
thats what it feels like
fuck
i cant win this fucking game
so i refuse to play

I always thought I was your one and only. Your only one. Your everything. Your anything. I always thought this was to be forever - sous la vigilance des anges. I thought I was your muse. Your nébuleuse. I thought I was your déesse. I thought you were the one that would make me happy beyond all my wildest dreams.

I suppose.
I was ...
I cant even

And every time he leaves my room, I wonder where he goes, to whom he goes, is he lying agin? Is he telling me the truth about where he's going? I wonder all the time, I sit here and wonder. I wake up in the morning and wonder. And I wish I didn't, but I do, and he says all kinds of things to me about how he loves me and Im the only one, but why ( Read more... )

If he dares be mad at me...after all the things he's done, after everything he'S looked at from me...holy shit I will burst into a thousand bubbles. I know this trust thing has to be there, but I mean it has to be developed, and right now, this is how much I trust him, but Im trying and he's being so good with it, its amazing, he's really being a ( Read more... )