to whom it may conern-

i dont know where to start, so i guess i will start at the begining. i met you. you touched my life. you were my friend and for a time, although it was unspoken, a lover.

i was afraid. i didnt think i could make everything that was "different" between us work out. we are different. i guess i felt everything needed to ( Read more... )

so this weekend was a SHITY one, to say the least. infact i think i shall say more then "the least."

so i went to this "rotary singers competition" on sunday (may it be noted that i did warm up and practice my songs before i left) and it was the worst thing EVER ( Read more... )

you know what it is...

i have this feeling, as in, i wasted my entire weekend, doing things i used to do when i was little (ie: singing at competitions, going to things for competitions, and being with too many "talented" people). now it's sunday, and luckfuly, ruthie and i are about to get some coffee on the lake and discuss shit, but besides ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel so ready to die...

it scares me.

well today, i get my (cue: dramatic music) TOE SURGERY ( Read more... )

i am the golden god


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so i like ipods and ( itrips )

so today was alright, it was nice to see everyone again. after like 12 hours, but you know.

i was tired today becuase of ruthie and i's decission to stay up last night and have oreo/vibrating phone wars.

i took some pictures from school...

( your face says so much more )

its so early.

i havent done ANY work. i hope my day comes together.

and when he came to understand what it meant he was so taken with it that he began to retail that story himself, until at last he must have come to believe he really had.

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