Coma (One-Shot)
Title: Coma
Author: Charlotte (altogingenting )
Beta: None, if there are any mistakes they are my own
Pairing: Belldom
Rating: PG
Summary: When someone is in a coma they say you should talk to them…
Warnings: The ‘f-word’ is used once
Feedback: Highly appreciated
Disclaimer: I don’t own Muse or anyone/anything related to them
Notes: Has got nothing to do with the Muse song “Coma”
I’ve had this idea for quite a while, so I hope you like this one-shot :)
“I’ve never understood why they say you should talk to someone who is in a coma. I’m not sure why I’m doing it now, it’s not like you can hear me, is it? Well, I guess you would like to know what happened. We were on an airplane on our way home, then something went wrong under the landing and we crashed.
I don’t remember too much of it. I remember the big bang when the airplane hit the ground. Then there was a lot of panic, flames and smoke. You didn’t move, so Chris, Tom and I had to carry you out of the plane. I can’t believe we’ve been in an airplane crash. Luckily no one died in the crash. You are the one who got it worst, the only one in coma.
Chris has a sprained ankle and Morgan has a broken wrist, but apart from that everyone we know and work with are fine. The rest are just like me, we only got a couple of cuts and bruises. The doctors are saying you are going to be fine when you wake up. Please wake up, Dom. I want you to wake up; it’s not the same here without you.
Dom, there is something I need to tell you. I’ve been planning it for months, but I haven’t found the strength to do it. I’ve been too scared and still am. But I guess I could say it now. It’s not like you would remember it anyways.
You know you are my best mate. I’ve never really said it, but you mean everything to me. I have no idea where I would be without you. I want to thank you for always being there for me, even when I’m acting like a complete arse. Sometimes I wonder how you can bare with me. I’m always rambling and interrupting you in interviews, but you still don’t say anything.
I envy you. You’re always so happy and positive. I wish I could learn to be that too. Maybe you could teach me? You know the lyrics to Bliss, when I wrote them I thought of you. I’ve always looked up to you and will always do. Everything about you is how I wanna be. I know it sounds stupid to quote your own songs, but it is true, everything about you is how I want to be.
Here we go again, I’ve rambled my self away from what I meant to say... What I meant to say is that I love you. I’ve loved you for so long. But I love you as something more than a friend, even more than a best friend. I’m in love with you. I want to be the one who wakes up next to you every morning, holds your hand, makes you scream my name in ecstasy, whispers sweet nothings in you ear and grows old with you. But I don’t expect you to feel the same way. You’re straight after all, even though our fans seem to think your fashion sense is a bit gay. I thought I was straight as well, but you still managed to win my heart. I love you. I love you so fucking much that you can’t believe it. I, Matthew James Bellamy, love you, Dominic James Howard. I love you.
There I’ve said it now. But you won’t remember, will you? I guess it is best that way, so when you wake up we can continue as normal. Please wake up soon. I’m lost with out you.”