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Just got out of my clarinet test.  She said I did pretty good, so I assume I passed the damn thing.  It figures because when I practiced at home I couldn't hit the high B or C and of course I hit them when I got to school.  Christine called while I was testing so I called her back.  She'll probably call back later.  I got another tattoo on Saturday ( Read more... )

I'm so tired.  I have a headache.  Drank too much wine last night.  Kept thinking about little things last night.  Thoughts of Joe popped up before bed, wasn't too thrilled about that.  Then I thought about my tattoo and how I hope I have enough money for it.  It must have been 2 AM before I actually fell asleep in a drunken stupor.  This morning ( Read more... )

It felt so weird being at suffolk for some reason yesterday.  I don't know why.  Talked to Dr. Ryan yesterday in the office.  He's got a really nice body and I was trying hard not to drool over him.  I think Ryan saw, cause he was smiling and shit.  Then I talked to Dr. Wright, my mentor...my inspiration for being a music major...he gets all up in ( Read more... )

I'm so tired and really sick.  Don't know if I'll be able to make it through the day.  I couldn't even make it through clarinet class yesterday.  So I left early, which was ok cause I got out of teaching the class, but now I have to teach a piece when we do oboe...fun.  Want to go home so bad, but I have to get through theory and sightsinging.  ( Read more... )

Your Inner European is Italian!


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Ok...so I was going through some journals and all of a sudden I read this:

My neighbor locker is now empty....wonder if she's leaving or if she just moved (which would be sorta silly because it's already twoards the end of the semester-ish already...and she never sees me there anyway if she has some problem with me she didn't want to tell me about ( Read more... )

went to suffolk today. it was fun. saw an open ears concert. it was a guitarist and he was fucking amazing. saw dr. wright while i was there. going to play in the spring concert. i can't wait to play under his baton. just got home from work a little while ago. worked with joe. it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. we kinda got along tonight, ( Read more... )

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YOU WOTHLESS PIECE OF HUMAN TRASH...I HOPE THAT NASTY SKANKY SLUT BITCH GAVE YOU A NASTY VD!  I ( Read more... )

Joe and I are no longer together.  He's met someone else.  The fucking bitch who was in the store when Matt, Alia, and I went there after the city.  I'm so fucking sick to my stomach.  I spent the whole ride home crying my eyes out.  And my dad and I got stuck in traffic.  So...Joe basically told me in the backroom of the storre so I couldn't cause ( Read more... )