So by a random stroke of luck she and I were. It was nice to see her again. I wonder if she's available. Of course she is. I mean that's why she came out for "just a little while". Should I call? when do I call? man it's all new again. yay for options. Nothing like "the game" to make things interesting... although I took nothing away from it.

I dont like the cold.

"It's a number's game." bullshit I don't care about other numbers. In other news, Shag frenzy rocks my socks off. We are having a party on the 26th my place. It's going to be mad fun! That's how we roll.

Things are good, great even, but nothing is perfect. I get to keep my freedom and I wouldn't expect anything less. It really makes sense and is indeed known to be for the best. Of course they are, and wouldn't I be expected to be? I should take advantage of it while it lasts anyway, it's much more fun this way. Infinite capacity... must be the ( Read more... )

I think I am entering the impassioned phase of life. That which I love I love intensely, that which tolerate is being trimmed into non-existence. It's good to be the king. I love dancing... I literally want to work on my dancing day and night now. It's not just a nice thing to do, I quickly go through withdrawals... good music comes on and my body ( Read more... )

So because I dont feel like writing but I must this will be disjointed and short ( Read more... )

So my casbah has sufficiently been rocked so that the rest of my days will be lackluster in comparison. {jon this one is for you} I danced with andrea. awesome. Heather from CO. fucking brilliant. and then Kasey. I can die a happy man. it's unfortunate that I didn't dance with her until monday evening, but then again I don't think I would have ever ( Read more... )

So, carefully staged this is. The right shirt and slacks. It has to say "yeah sure whatever." but it still has to be like "the kid looks good". Lots of planning goes into looking just good enough. Dont want to seem to eager. I mean who sits at a computer waiting on a phone call? Certainly not me. so yeah there you have it. what goes on in my head ( Read more... )

4:20 PM yesterday- "Hey Jason, I let's go to NYC ( Read more... )

I feel numb. Not in the I have been in the cold too long way but more like my life lacks passion. I tried to make myself single this weekend. Unfortunately, I almost succeeded in that, so I spent the weekend 80% single and numb. I could not be sad, or really happy. Just numb. Life is great don't get me wrong, but the passion and fury that I had in ( Read more... )