I learned from Mike the value of songs and how to use them to describe how I feel at the moment. So I post them rather than be open with feelings that hurt to access ( Read more... )

So I am at work, but hardly working.  LOL!  I am in a better mood today than I have been in awhile.  Jon seems motivated, God I really hope that lasts.  Claire is a beautiful, happy little girl.  My house is getting cleaner ... one room at a time.  I figured that the task only looks bad because it is so overwhelming.  As of yesterday I decided that ( Read more... )

Sal and Ann are getting divorced. I had something to do with ruining their marriage. I am not the whole source but I was the mirror that showed him the flaws. I am very sorry for that. If I could change the past year it would be all of it. I never would have done that. I would have never started this whole chain of events ( Read more... )

It is a PSP. Yes I had one once but it had some hurtful memories. So anyhoo, my new one is used but does come with some games. I have GTA: liberty stories, Hot Shots Golf:open tee, Pursuit force, Midnight Club 3, and the Sampler one. I have a 1 gig card for it too. And a disc cleaner. It is really great. I watch movies on the PSP at work. ( Read more... )

I am nowhere exactly. I have had to reevaluate life for myself and I am just not sure where I am going. My job takes sooo much of my time these days and I feel like I am missing my kids lives completely ( Read more... )

I am reverting back to this name to post open and to share my feelings with MY family and friends.

Love
K

I have ended this name... new day, new life, new beginning.... my new name on live journal is
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I'll admit I could feel it ( Read more... )

The Bystander
Your final result? A 42% capacity for violence and a 5% history of it! You've emerged from the other side of the test as THE BYSTANDER.

What does this mean? You've got a MODERATE capacity for violence, as well as a LOW history of violence. So while you've never really engaged in any particularly violent behaviour in the past, ( Read more... )

I am in the trailer taking care of the kids while Mike is gone to get his car. Its like home here but eerie... like I was gone to the hospital and someone changed the furniture...LOL. I am glad I took mike up on the offer of moving in here again... you know to take care of the kids. I know I can do it this time.. no drama for me or my kids ( Read more... )