..I..dont know....

[alucardgod]

...I..think I messed up...I dont..know what..to do.....anymore...this entry goes to..ghostsecho...I dont care..what anyone else says about this....make fun of me wahtever...I dont care

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[ghostsecho]

i do not need space.you silly wonderful man i need you. what i needed was to get all that shit outta my head it did not belong there.it was getting in the way.usually what i do when that type of stuff builds up is rip apart the house rearrange shit and bitch at every one till it goes away.i chose what i thought would be the less destructive route.i'm sorry i was wrong in going most of today without speaking to you. i should be the one to ask for your forgiveness keaton not the other way around. it was a better day emotionally for me,but i ran around like a chicken with my head cut off. having a headache did not help.i'm not making excuses because as i stop and think about it i did the same to you as what happened before only my was not self impossed the day just got away from me.

i am sorry keaton will you forgive my absentmindedness and my selfishness i did not mean to scare you or make you think the worst was going to happen.i am very truly and deeply sorry.