I have a feeling I will only amount to a receptionist. Not that that is a bad position in life. It's just not what I was aiming for.

But in the end who gives a shit.

"leave that shit behind"

There is something extra ordinary about listening to good music following a delicious fellowship of friends. Interestingly, I don't think many feel connected or loved or even loved by themselves--and that is a shame. Life is too short to be caught in a lie of isolation, shame, fear, and fear. Currently, and as of past, that was my stance. I am over ( Read more... )

i received a lime tree. it is our love fern.

i hope it lives.

AAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!

will someone PLEASE hand me the perfect job on a golden platter?

no? okay.. I'll keep looking..

So Livejournal was sold to Russians. Hm ( Read more... )

One more week left of this life as I know it =)

Also, the perk about getting married is that I never have to date again.

so even though my jobs really suck... at least im not on a lung transplant list, in ICU, or dealing with cancer. Or a death, or a pregnancy, or bankruptcy, or hunger.

my life is really good.

and for that, i have my jobs to thank for my perspective.

this has been the slowest week....

and i have to work on sunday =/

im ready to quit. i dont know how i will be able to work a full time job.. i dont understand how anyone does it. my jobs make me die a little inside and the only way to overcome the days is to make myself numb to them, which is no way to live.

suffocating daily...

yours

I passed my thesis defense!

and now school is pretty much done.

=)

I am looking forward to days filled with yoga, planning the wedding, setting up/painting/buying things for the house, the honeymoon, and moving out!

=D