I hate this

[alv8504]

I feel so helpless....I feel like I should be with her right now...but instead I'm sitting here...She was like a grandma to me too....I loved her....I hate losing people...especially this way....listening to Torey and her great grandma talking last night....it just made me feel bad...everytime I tried to kill myself....I never thought of the

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[alv8504]

I want you to come home too...you should...if I had the money I would fly you here

[torey85]

gramma always saw you as one of hers
even though you werent blood
she always said ashley is one of my babies