Well My mommys is the hospital.

Its snowing like crazy.

I have no car right now.

I have work tomarrow and I still dont have my "uniform"

Im working to job and totally beat.

and my day tomarrow is School then work then work then bed. HOW EXCITING.

Life stinks and I love Jonny.

And I thought I'd live forever

But Now Im not so sure

You try to tell me that Im clever

But that wont take me anyhow or anywhere with you.

Everybody feels this way sometimes and I do...

You cant hear it but I do.

<3 Long day <3 I miss my Jonny.

All the things we knew are gone.

TAKE COVER!!!

Addict-Fiona Apple

Breath it in and breath it out and pass it on its almost out.

We're so creative.

So much more.

We're high above but on the floor.

Its not a habit its cool to feel alive.

If you dont have it your on the other side.

The deeper you stick it in your veins the deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain.

Im in heaven.

Im a God.

Im ( Read more... )

I cant wait to move out of my house.

P.S. Being controlled Sucks!

<3Amber

Christmas is going to be here in 30 days. Im excited.

As for the other things that surround my life.

As I get older the more I relized how much I cant stand my moms side of the family and my dads side is the shit.  P.S. Thanksgiving was great!

Moms side -controlling,bosy,think they rule the world because they have tons of more.

Dads side-All ( Read more... )

I need a Fucking Ciggaret.

P.s. Today blows.

<3 Amber

Life blows dick.

"I can't be losing sleep
over this, no I can't
and now I cannot stop pacing
give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
if my mind would just stop racing"

"This is over my head
but underneath my feet
cause by tomorrow morning
I'll have this thing beat
and everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that ( Read more... )

               So I left school at 930 today with neish and so the school calls my mom asking them where I was and she lied for me and told them I had a doctors appt. needless to say thy're tryin to say that If my mom doesnt come in and meet with tem bring ina note that they are kicking me outta school.Fuck them.I know that Ilve missed like 3 weeks ( Read more... )

Life just seems to keep puking in my lap everytime I think shit will be betterAnd it just NEVER is.

Your so Careless I could Careless!

<3Amber