ramsays mom is picking him up everyday after school.

so fucking gay.

thats karma for you. motherfucker.
he ditched me for the third time and karma hit him in his fucking ass. whatever... i guess im not mad anymore. because i had time to get over it and i saw kirsten and punched walls and hit my dad and im over it.

do you talk to yourself ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do anymore. all these little things in my life are colliding and it just isnt working. Ramsaaaaay - what cant see me after skool anymore. he has to go straight home. which is bullshit. his parents cracking down on him isnt going to help him become more responsible, its just going to make him angry and rebel. i know im right on ( Read more... )

i just got the red plague of death.

fuck life.

and to think. i wanted sex sooooo bad today. and tomorrow, and yesterday.....

and forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever.

i need a cigarette.

i threw up last night.... as i was walking to meet my dad at RAmsay's house... it was really weird. i feel fine now but i have no idea where in the hell that came from. it really worried me. im still worried. my tits hurt ( Read more... )

So familiar and overwhelmingly warm
this one, this form i hold now.
Embracing you, this reality here,
this one, this form i hold now, so
wide eyed and hopeful.
Wide eyed and hopefully wild.

We barely remember what came before this precious moment,
choosing to be here right now. Hold on, Stay inside...
This body holding me, reminding me that i am ( Read more... )

i get so angry and i dont know why. i just get all in a tizzy and cant control what comes out of my mouth, the words.... the actions that flow through my body. i hit things, walls, people, animals, trees..... ANYTHING that pretty much gets in my goddamn way. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck ( Read more... )

well ( Read more... )

whut up.... bored.... well not bored....

Rams is playing need for speed..... holla.

petey pablo is the freakiest sex aholic in the world. his songs are fucken awesome.... and from one nympho to another..... he's a genious. and i hate RAP. nigga.

today was interesting....

1 hung 0ut w1th p3t3..... 1t w4s ch1ll 1 gu3ss.... 1 l1ck3d h1s n0s3.... 4nd ( Read more... )

aright so for awhile i have been pondering this livejournal bullshit.... and i guess

i finally fucken gave in.
and the bullshit continues.
Ramsay (my boyfriend) had his courtdate today.... he has probabtion for six monthes, and hes going to get drug tested and he has to go to ten counseling sessions. shisty.

im bored.

peace out.