a family came into my store yesterday. a couple of kids, less than 5 each, a gorgeous mom, handsome father, and a labrador puppy dog. they exuded this aura of just... serenity, of happiness, of progression, of unity. and i was reminded yet of again of how much i want that to be my life. not a day goes by where i dont crave the american dream ( Read more... )

throughout my life ive prided myself on this ability to self-analyze, introspective and methodical in approaching my abundance of pyschological issues. i doubt it's served in positive purpose, aside from saving money on a shrink. it certainly hasnt made me more normal, more sane, or more stable an individual. but i thought i had at least worked ( Read more... )

so a Duke Univeristy study posted on livescience says that planting more trees wont help stem off global warming, or as they put it - increase carbon sequestration. i fundamentally disagree with their results ( Read more... )

last semester in my mass media and politics i predicted the advent this election cycle of the return to citizen democracy via internet 2.0 (broadband video). the transitionary stage between the printed press and the instantaneous and universal democratic forum of tomorrow has been delayed and put in jeapordy by the one-way unparticipatory format ( Read more... )

my career choices seem limitless these days. and more frustrating, my interests are increasingly diverging. i feel like Paul, witnessing in waking life the prescient images of some dozen equally real and clausible consequential realities ( Read more... )

for some reason my sex drive is actually becoming INCREASINGLY insatiable now that i have a girlfriend. this is some cruel joke being played on me. this cant be natural; do they make a pill thats the opposite of viagra ( Read more... )

i met you on the 11th. you messaged me through myspace. we partied as pirates. now my lower back is very sore. but my neck feels great chica ( Read more... )

and now for something completely different ( Read more... )

i have an increasingly frustrating problem of being attracted to those i cannot have. either due to their present relationship status, or that whole 'statutory' age thing. 21 is an akward age - 16 & 17 year old girls are into me, but i cant be into them. women my approximate age have discovered the joys of a relationship wherein the man is out ( Read more... )

this morning i was nearly brought to orgasm by some intensive kissing along my spine and back. it was one of the most unique and erotic experiences to date for me. just thought i would share.