summer...

[always_alone21]

well summer has been sweet, been hanging with jason, pagels, mihkey, murelli, some german ppl, cassie, kyle, carl, jara, amy and a few others its been pretty fun, i leave for germany in a week and a half i cant wait. The past couple of days have been sweet. basicly just hanging with jason and a lil bit of pagels so its been fun, also havent had to

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[_confide]

just stop. stop talking about it. stop writing about it. because everyone yells and talks to me about how im hurting and bothering you and i leave you alone and do nothing to you and i would want to be your friend but that would bring back to many memories about the night you almost got beat up. lb, if it wasnt for me that would of happend but i told them to leave you alone and stop/ get it through your head that i wouldnt put u or anyone else in danger no matter how much i hate them or if we are fighting or whatever/ cut the sad stories. i hope you have fun in Germany,i really do. you are lucky,it shouldbe the time of a lifetime and you are lucky you get to go there. while your there you can think about everything, getr away from everything, and then hopefully get it in your head that i did nothing to you. and i agree, maybe you did nothing to mebut for the past weeki have had to sit here, and get talks about how i hurt you.i avoid all things if your there. just so i dont hurt you. and if i know your going to be there, i wont go or i

[always_alone21]

then u stop writing bout it in ur livejournal heaven for bid and if ppl are sayin shit to you im not tellin them to its there doing

[_confide]

yes, i realize this. i guess i was talking out of my ass. i talked to some people tonight and no matter what i say or do i really do want to become friends with you again. i had nothing to do with what happened that night and if i did i did everything in my power to get them to leave you alone. ask anyone, i really did. i used to call you my best friend did you know that? i cant leave people, and never look back. i look at all my mistakes especially in these past few days, and i resent everything i have done and said to you. meaning all the words, and all the fighting we both had gone through for no reason at all. i hope you take that into consideration. i wished i could of went over to pagels today, maybe we could of gotten somethings reasolved or talked over.

[_confide]

please, read my livejournal.
thank you.