TRYING to clean off my back porch for a NEW YEAR.......forget the past

[always_forsaken]

Oki well to those who know me then they know I hate being pissed off or not talking to anyone especially to those I care about soo as of tonight I think I've got things all cleared up....The last thing I needed to do for the up comming year was resolved tonight when I talked to Lisa. Well we talked about everything and she didn't even remember

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[unbrokendreamer]

you best be seeing me at some point in time. lol. and i wish i had the strength you have to let go of the past and find forgiveness....but i guess i'm not as mature as you. ;-) have a good new year cutie.

[always_forsaken]

you have to want to forgive lol and I know you could do it if you tried b/c you are an amazing good person! and you'll be seeing me no worries:) I want some ghetto icees lol

[always_forsaken]

thanks girl that means alot! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

[broncoprincess]

im glad you and lisa worked out all yalls stuff...although i dont ever see that happening on in my future. It seems like as much as i think i know about all the lies i find out even more. i found out more lies just the other day. maybe one day i'll hear the truth and forgive...but i doubt i'll ever hear the truth.

i wish you the best of luck with everything dear! you need to come see brittney and me in memphis!

hey

[always_forsaken]

I didn't see it happening for me either but I decided to just move on, I hate lies and how they consume people but once you start one you have to eventually tell another one to cover that one and soo on. I didn't know how else to feel better about the situation other than just facing it, i had to want to forgive her. I mean I am one of the strongest people I know, I have the will powerto not forgive and trust people but all it's doing is making me bitter and i wanted to wake up to a better me even after all the shit this year. i dunno man I'm just taking one step at a time ya know? Thanks for being a friend and trust me one day the truth will come out babe. take care and HAPPY NEW YEAR BEST WISHES and I'll be that way hopefully soon!

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[broncoprincess]

awww you have to be one of the greatest people alive! i really do hope you make it our way super soon!!

[celestialfroggy]

Summer..glad to see your still well..and I'm proud of you..Lisa and I talk a lil every now and again..and I understand wanting to move on, holding a grudge is to hard lol...btw i resent your card bc i got it back in the mail yesterday..i forgot a stamp lol..sorry..so you will have your xmas card late..and i apologize for being a dimwit...but hopefully youll understand!..You need to come see me! and bring the youngins too! Ill babysit and you can go to the flame..you need a night off! Smile babe! and have a great new years!

much love,
B

hey babe

[always_forsaken]

I know you of all people thru this understand.....it is hard and i just gotta let go to move into this awesome new year! I was wondering today about the card if it maybe got lost in the mail but then Jenn said she just got hers and I sent hers with yours and you got yours like a week ago and she's in La which is freakin closer than you are lol no worries I've forgot the stamp too..you know i understand i'm honored mine had a missing stamp hehe. I know I do need to come I told Lisa last night I was gonna pee on myself if I ever get to meet up with you and hang out just b/c it will finally happen(not really tho lmao)...cause it's like I'm trying to be there but shit I can't make it happen yet lol and you are too sweet gonna babysit and let me go to the flame hehe i would be comming there to see you and hang out not make you babysit sweetie*muah* you are a awesome person Brittney I hope you have a wonderful and safe New Year and best wishes babe! take care

[fairy_tales16]

much needed read. hehe glad things are going good for your new year! better come see me.

[always_forsaken]

yea you guessed it last night by the way when you kept saying something was wrong...lol I was dealing with all that shit and thinking alot but i didn't want to bother you with it...so i just said nothing was wrong at that time.. I'm an idiot sometimes you know it! I love ya HAPPY NEW YEAR!