A lot of times I wonder why we want relationships. And often times the reasons I think of revolve around me and what the person can do for/with/to me but I think that mentality is off point. Recently a co workers husband had a stroke and a thought really hit me and took me back to the last scene of the Notebook. As corny as it is, when you are ( Read more... )

So what is it about life that allows ppl to change? How is it that one day you can share your deepest secrets with someone and the next you don’t think they even care to hear what you have to say? I guess we all grow and individuals and sometimes we grow together but sometimes we grow apart. Sometimes I just wish things would just stay the same ( Read more... )

Appreciation for Depreciation ( Read more... )

When is it that desire changes from a flicker to a flame? When is it that we see ourselves as the self we want to be, not the one we’re afraid of growing into? When do we stop saying “When I grow up..” and start saying “since I’m grown up…”? I always thought it was a quick change from childhood to adulthood with short stops in the stations of ( Read more... )

I am starting to realize that not only all of life is a risk, but moreso all of Love is a risk! I mean honestly, to let someone in that deep is a risk and to tell them what is in your head is a risk. To go on that date, or reach for their hand, look into their eye or taste their lips, all are risks. To stop thinking about others or stop looking ( Read more... )

Disappointed ( Read more... )

Its weird, Im writing alot these days but this one was written awhile ago. SOmeone please tell me if im wasting my time posting my poems and if i should just go back to using this as my bitching bored ( Read more... )

Ok this isnt how im feeling at all (see previous email for the way im feeling today) but it came to me so I'd like to share it with you ( Read more... )

In my world on a day like today, things are beautiful. In my world on a day like today, I realize that God has a purpose for my life and that hell or high water, I can achieve it. I can also achieve lower versions of it but His goal is for the Pentium of success for me. In my world on a day like today, I notice people don’t speak but notice, as ( Read more... )

I hate days like today cuz something will trigger the memory button in your head and all you end up doing all day is reminiscing. I HATE DAYS LIKE TODAY!! The thing that bothers me the most about days like today is the fact that the rational side of your psyche get totally numbed to the negative things that transpired before and I find I just get ( Read more... )