THis is going
to be one rough year.

Senior year so far.....most stressful days of my life that i have experienced.... to eb honest....i hate school...i havent seen ben in a couple weeks... i work...i have homework to the max... i have a c in a class...if not worse...my phone jsut broke for the 3rd time... i thought that when u hit a low point it can only go up.....well...i guess im ( Read more... )

i miss you...

Alriiiiiighty...the only reason i find myself doing this is becuase at the moment ben is at band, and no one is around, and my parents are in mexico and i was at work or id be at the game....

School...well it sucks...took too many classes for a senior year btu i think its preparing me for college...but ew....ive ben thinking about southern, central ( Read more... )

Well, id sit here and talk about this summer but its not over yet...i havent sat under the stars yet....until then...its still summer...and i dont want to talk about school, or that im a senior...

i spen the day yesterday with heather....heather swick is like ...amazing haha...i love being able to talk to her about any and everything...and i love ( Read more... )

Do you ever sit and smile at the thought of how happy you make me? Or just feel wonderful because you know that the tiniest things you do for me mean the world to me? Do you know that you are my best friend? Do you ever wonder if i'm thinking about you? Have you ever wanted to just run off together? have you ever wanted time to stand still? Have ( Read more... )

Arizona was amazing....yes that was like almost a month ago...but i havent been online much....i got ben mr.PIBB Extra....so that was exciting haha....

My best friend Heather......okay...dont comment if it isnt nice....but she BOUGHT ME BACKSTREET BOY TICKETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH....okay if u know me u know im rarely speechless...i was ( Read more... )

Wanna hear how nice of a girlfriend i am ( Read more... )

Never have i felt more uncomfortable with myself
Never have i felt like not looking at myself
Never have i wished i didnt look like i do

My life...has actually gotten better....like...it wasnt bad...it was fine...it just felt like i was missing something.....and theres a few things that have changed that.........

Let's start with me and ben....me and ben have always been great...we had a couple bumpy weeks in the past month....but i think that i was just stressing because of prom ( Read more... )